I'm just the man on the balcony singing nobody will ever remember me
20091230 / 21:29
He's no you.
Happy eve of new year's eve, have two solid weeks of tests from the second day of school onwards .
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No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world
20091226 / 22:27
I have had enough of tripping over your loopholes, and I am done with hope.
X
:D
20091224 / 23:24
LAM'S STILL OUR FORM + CHEM TEACHER NEXT YEAR HAHAHA DIE ALRDY CHEM GG LIAO HAHHAHAH BUT ANW TODAY (ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!!!!!!! + JUST ACIA + math D: + SOMERSET 313!!!!) WAS AWESOMEEEE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
And I ran into Melanie Melina and Melissa on the way back!! ^^
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALVIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNN HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!
I'm gna curl up with Animal farm, eat subway cookies, text, and wait for christmas now BYE HEHE :D
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ^^
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how many times can I break till I shatter
20091223 / 21:30
Hello world, it's the eve of the eve of christmas and the christmas songs on the radio are rly getting on my nerves alrdy ):<
Okay cuz I can't be bothered to string coherent sentences together,
(i) AVATAR IS AWESOME GO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!
(ii) SUPER EXCITED FOR ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2 TMR!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D
(iii) 313 :D
(iv) Salvation army wheeeeeeeeeee
(v) I have decided that I'm gna drive a pink car (cuz Clara and I saw one today) when I grow up HAHAH (okay I can alr visualise *certain* people calling me bimbo -.-)
(vi) FINALLY HAD FROLICK AFTER A MILLION YEARS ^^
(vii) Really gna die when school reopens -_- Slacked while clara chionged SBQ today, saturday with Leste better be good ._.
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If wishes were horses, beggars would ride.
20091220 / 04:10
Hello today I find myself plagued with insomnia.
(1) I have been thinking of you of late.
I miss your text messages you know, and I don't know what happened in June but it's never been the same again. (maybe that showed how precarious our friendship actually was) Okay that's not the point, the point is that I miss you but I don't dare tell you directly because things have changed and it'll be awkward and I know that it won't ever be the same again so what's the point, and besides you're moving on and graduating and all.
But in case you ever do see this I rly enjoyed climbing the hill with you every morning (when we heard rolling marbles on the train and you said it was a ghost playing with them) for that short period of time, and I liked studying with you and C and Y (you know that one time at mcdonalds where I scribbled all over your planner), and I liked going home with you after practise (and getting baguetts from delifrance), and I miss your notes (dum dum dee dum).
It's too late to regret not cherishing those times (why does this always happen?)
And you know maybe one day a million years later I'll see you on the streets or at the mall and stuff and I'd rly like to think that we'd stop for a drink or a meal and catch up on lost time but you know nothing like that ever happens in reality so I guess I won't ever really talk to you again, and I can't remember the last time we really talked.
Love from the Frenchxzx Bimbozxz/muaji cheeks/person whom having an sms conversation with is like throwing a boomerang into outer space.
(2) I haven't been thinking much of you recently (only today) and seeing that quote just now made me think of you again (to be exact the night I told you that, ran away from the moth, and got you into trouble)
And honestly, I don't have anything to say to you (good riddance said it all) but sometimes I do wish I could turn back time.
(3) Lastly, I don't know what to think about you.
I want to let go but I'm not sure if I could cope.
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