Was at debby's blog just now because she told me she uploaded the pictures of 1A. Hhahahahah those were the days when I actually looked forward to coming to school. School was fun in sec 1 (read: it isn't now).
A lot of memories actually. Like 2B. (shit reminds me I haven't uploaded the chalet photos yet)

It's odd but I've been feeling rather blank recently. Hollow. Empty without substance.
And I wonder again why we even bother.
I mean yeah okay I had some fun but once it's over it's gone. Leaves you feeling worse actually because the ghosts of the feeling still haunt you and drive you insane.

Sounds like I'm losing my mind hor so gay.

I don't know what to say. So bye.

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Omg G# minor frigging killed me. I kept forgetting the 5 sharps. ._.
K nvm feeling quite good now. hahahahah yes clara I do my quiet time okkkkkk :D
studying tmr. Nyayahahahaha me mugga.
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Today's the day we've been waiting for since sec 1.
I don't want to miss a thing cos I know we'll be !awesome :D
Yay ahguitar!
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went swimming in the morning cos the weather was damn awesomeeeeeee. Actually we only swam about eight laps in two hours cos we spent the rest of the time playing water :D
hahahh ok tday quite fun lah though I'm quite black now. Next time you better listen to me when I tell you it's gna rain.
Was at ehub after swimming, saw the bowling place haha damn nostalgic lah all the pre-concert days when we'd go there after prac to bowl. HAHAHA AND I RMBR THE FIRST TIME I TRIED BOWLING AT EAST COAST LAST YEAR AFTER THE X-COUNTRY HAHAH TYCO OKAYYYYY :D
Actually wanted to stay out until my guitar class starts at 5pm but then we got damn wet in the rain and Yamaha studios are freezing so I came home to shower first :D
Guitar class later, sian didn't practise anything at all so yeah screwedth ._.
Argh mid year written papers on tuesday and bio 80% test after that and braces after after that D:
I rlly need to go study bio now only did like 1/4 of chpt4 ystrday ._.

SYF TMRRRR :)
Listening to Mrs Koh and her recounts of the triumphs of ahguitar over the 25 years made me feel damn proud to be a guitarian. I guess what she said was true. I mean we alr tried our best so leave it up to God to do the rest :D

HAHAH OH YEAH THE SEXY AH MA PART WAS DAMN HILARIOUS :D

we seductive fairprice ahmas ok.

P/s sorry clara 4give me sorry sorry I really didn't mean it ok, explain to you on tuesday ):
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but I really hate school. Screw 3L. Not fecking working out and I don't expect it to.
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You haven't changed (perhaps) but I know I have and things are different because they have always been and I know, and you probably knew too that it wouldn't have worked out but we thought why not a shot and now I am devoid.
Well I have sometimes have often wished I lead the life of another someone luckier than I even though I do know full well I am to be considered lucky already but aren't we humans, and humans can't ever be satisfied can't they and sometimes we keep on wanting and wanting and wishing ourselves away.
I don't really know what's going to come out of this diarrhoea of incoherent thoughts but what did I expect anyway? Long awaited insight? An epiphany?
You know that I am proud in a way and you know that I hate feeling like this but do you know that I am feeling like this?
I do wish I could siphon off these thoughts and perhaps go into hibernation for the next millennia or so, and don't ask me what happened? or are you alright? when you do read this because I won't be able to explain anyway.
Maybe one day I'll look back and laugh at my own foolishness but I suppose it won't be soon enough.

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Photos on friday or the weekends or smth.
haven't been reaching home before 6/7pm on weekdays for ages alr ):
Prlly will not be until the syf is over rawrrrrrr pracs are exhausting but I don't really want it to be over so soon. Bio tday was gay but after that I kept grossing people out with the photos hhaahhh cheap thrillz :D
Hair felt like plastic tday srsly I'm not exaggerating ok hairy stick said it felt like a wig argh and I conditioned it twice ystrday alr is seawater really that bad for hair D:
Fine go ahead and laugh at my pathetic hair one day it'll be chio ok just you wait ._.
Have dark eyebags/circles, chapped lips, two fricking uclers (one on my tongue somemore ughhh the other one keeps rubbing against the braces I szwear I can't speak properly), peeling finger skin thanks to practise and a crapload of h/w and revision midyear papers are two fricking weeks away!!!!!!
At least time's passing relatively fast (thought it doesn't feel so sometimes) yay 1/2 year almost gone another 1 1/2 years and I'm out of this sorry excuse of a school baby :)

You aren't who you seem to be neither am I.
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YAY BIO 80% TEST POSTPONED TO NEXT MONDAY YAYYYYYYY ONLY HAVE TO STUDY AMATH TONIGHT YAYYYYY :D
Oh yeah hahhh saturday/sunday was fun. Im skin tone 3 hahaha tannest wtshit yannis and chin also skin tone 3 i think it's genetic.
Hitler's birthday tday and I know 3 other people born tday too hahahahahahahahah gayyyyyyy happy birthday chin deb and _________ :)
2.4 run tmr after that slacking at ecp with the girlies :)

Sometimes happiness is relative sometimes it's quite a difficult concept to grasp sometimes... there's no definite meaning to life is there?
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Lips of an angel is the saddest song srslythe guy sounds likes he's gna cry when he sings but girl you make it hard to be faithful )':
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really very sad ): ):
I like hinder now :D
Ok actually I wanted to post but nvm the weather's awesome I'm going out heck amath/bio I'll study when I get back! :D
Did 6 Amath questions (not counting sub ones) with claire's help ystrday yay :D

8 days to syf!
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You. are the greatest hypocrite I have ever seen.
Fine act all chummy and caring on tv we all know the truth. I wouldn't have minded half as much if the demerit were for something like undone homework cos I know I've no one but myself to blame for that. But socks? (which were perfectly fine just fyi) Like hello wtf is your gay problem my socks were perfectly fine and visible no one but you caught me for them. And they were school socks. You even acknowledged that we all fold our socks. Hello like 95% of the upper sec population have socks that can't be seen okay. You're so biased it's sick. Yknow what if I didn't know some awesome people I would have IPed a long time ago. Whatever school spirit I had was only for my friends not the school. This school is... nothing. Demerit for sth as trifle as school socks? No wonder our reputation is steadily failling :) Almost everyone I know hates coming to school fyi :)

Life is unfair get over it.

Am in a very anti-DB mood now. And no thanks for storming into class going who was the girl who got caught for her socks by the principal?

this school sucks. period.

Ok what mel and hairy said about withdrawal symptoms was very funny though. :X
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This is gay ._.

I realise but I don't acknowledge I know but I try to hide behind my nonchalance like a child behind her mother. Sometimes things all boil down to nothing. Friends come friends go words travel like light and reputation often preceeds. When the day's done you sit on your bed and wonder what are you left with?
I should be thankful for the people I have and know. I hope I am. Yet sometimes...
I think this is growing up, I want to be independant, I want to be stable like a noble gas, I don't want flunctuating emotions like radioactive material in an isotope.
I wish I knew what it is I seek (but as the saying goes you have to get lost to be found)

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Choir got gwh :)
I hope guitar gets gwh too though we're also competing with jcs +crosses fingers+

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...and due to large request, my blog has been brought back to life. (-.-")

BUT im too damn lazy to change the template.. soo.. pple.. put up wif dis lame one :DD

haas. and i promise to enter at least once evry week. if i dun, eupple hav e right to cme aftr me.. happy now? now no more "meow, y u delete eur blog?"

wtf can you believe I wrote this circa 2007 damnnnnnnnnnn omg so gaytwit -.-
where did all that time go to I wna be sec 1 again :/
Have another chinese essay to do, yay Amath test postponed mr mok is aweshum.
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Mrs L has a real LV bag. Hahahah melody was inspecting it damnn funny pictures next time "OMG IT'S A REAL LV BAG!!!!!" Told you she was a rich tai-tai. Am very tired now. Was aching like I just did some twenty hour workout or smth after prac argh srsly my wrist hurts from bar chords I think I'll have a swollen wrist by the time syf is over or at least super thick finger skin. Chem test tday was postponed, yay awesum studied for nthng nvm MYEs coming anw, speaking of which the 80% bio test on tuesday wtf ughhhhhhhhhhhhh rawr.
Prac on saturday I think, bio mugging and guitar class and pizza hut!!!!:D on sunday, bloody marriage d'armour is irritating and so's the bloody D major waltz like hello bloody D major!!@$!@#@!$!@#$#@ crap have to study amath for the friday test arghhhhh two ying yong wens on friday ARGHHHHHHHH
Am very tired now SYF IN 12 DAYS OMGAAAAWWWWWWWD CAN YOU BLIEVE IT MYES IN 3 BLOODY WEEKS AND I HAVEN'T STARTED REVISION!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anw according to the personality analysis test thing coach d supervised tday who I appear to be and am expected to be are the same but who I really am inside... that's a different story. Sad but true, how does one get rid of insecurity? Nvm the point of today's entry is actually........

I'M GOING TO CHIANG RAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHEH SOME GUITARIANS R GOING TOO IT'S GNA BE SO FUNNNNNNN :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
To say that I was just elated would be the understatement of the century man.
Looking 4wrd to the june holidays yay chiang rai & obs & MAJURRRR SLACKING!!!!1111 but I'll have to make it past the SYF and MYEs first ouch did I mention,

HISTORY AND BIO PAPERS ARE ON THE SAME BLOODY DAY WTF!!!!!!!!

IS THAT GAY OR GAY MY BRAIN'S GNA HAEMOLYSE/PLASMOLYSE I CAN'T RMBR!!!!!!! Stupid geog people keep laughing @ us rawr -.-
Anw scientists are really adept at naming things like srsly, haemoglobin, oxyhaemoglobin, carboxyhaemoglobin.

Bye will study Amath tmr morning. Or history. Facist Japan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Am worried that the CIP trip will be cancelled cos of Thailand's current state of emergency ): I really wna go chiang rai...... ))))))):

Oh no I can't feel my brain, therefore shall retire for the night now.

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yay finally back to studying in the morning :)
Have been sitting outside the staff room for two days straight alr will be going there l8r again to take the lit test ._.
so paiseh lehhhhh like I nvr finish h/w like that (ok I didn't.)

Anw jb is actually very nice cos I owed her work for a month +++++ then she hasn't given me a green form yet/called my mom/scolded me :D
And she told me to pay more attention in chinese (was caught for sleeping rawr) AND YKNOW WHAT I WAS TOLD TO BE MORE LIKE CLARA -_________- Oh the outrage!
Stop rejoicing lah hairy your chinese also not that good ok I actually pay more attention than you one you just look like you pay more attention than me ):
Ok anw I shall pay more attention in chinese/do all chinese hw on time now because I feel so bad to her now :X
Char and I saw her at uniqolo (????) uniqlo (??????) at tampines 1 the other day I was so freaked out o_o

AND mr mok is nice too which makes me feel even worse because the last time I did amath h/w was in... January? D:
Had to go see him cos he caught me not-paying-attention in Amath, then he taught me about everything covered in alpha/beta so far. So nice you know he didn't even scold me he just told me to stop talking/dreaming in Amath so nice leh ):
anw he is very funny hahah kept saying that life is complicated enough (insert random math thingy here) then when he saw me slowly expanding some random thingy he was like oh goodness!!!!! (insert more math stuff here)
then at the end of it all (wahhhhhhh I sat there for idk how long solving idk how many alpha beta questions. He got damn high when I could get them right on my own hahaha xD) he was like the moral of the story is to pay attention in amath then I was like oh ok thank you mr mok then he was like at least you said thank you or smth while smiling leh hahah I shall pay attention in Amath from now on :)
AND I shall pass the friday test :D

STUPID HAIRY STOP DISTRACTING ME!

oh we started zhnging books in class recently and it's all my fault mine mine mine and my stickers too >:D
Anw red thread was a bit errrrrrrrrrr........ :S but nvm I shall watch cos of JULIAN HEEEEEEE hahhah he hotter than elvin ng ok deb -.-
catching spiders was good though I like I like haahh cha shao bao~ XD
I will find a spider that will beat your spider! XD

tastes like nostalgia from the year before.
:D

bai study chem! :D

Julian hee is damn hot srsly I don't think I swooned like that since char swept me off my courtshoed feet during the harmony concert with flowers from my friends last year.
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why jarod win lah wlaoo -.-
Sian don't want go school tmr h8 school haven't done jb work AND amath again (actually it's still) nvm nvm gna get masticated (so bio) tmr.
Liying you rly need to stop slacking.

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K now that I think about it again I have no idea how I could have _______ -.-
So gay. I should like go run into some wall or smth omg +pukes, chokes on puke, and dies+
IT'S THAT GAY.
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you're so fucking self assured you won't take no for an answer even though it's the fucking truth. What do you want me to do, lie so you'll have the satisfaction of being right as usual?
Well sorry for getting worked up and making a "mountain out of a molehill" but that's the way I am.
You're proud I know. I'm proud too.
Whatever, I'm gone. Not coming back here.

Yeah I know.
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Yesterday was the funnest day I had in a very. long. time. :D
Went running with jo/deb/xiu/yi jun in the morning and oops I was late hehhhhhh :X
Ran 2.5km with debby then spent the rest of the time camwhoring/walking ._.
Gna make go transfer the pics over cos I'm too lazy to kope from fb heh.
Then had bubble tea at 85 and went home to freshen up/change. Once again I was late (debby was too ok) cos I had to blow dry my hair ect ect ect hahah girl thing girl thing. Had subway with piying/jo/deb/ky and I spilt jo's barley drink how very smooth D:
Walked/shopped around tampines 1/tampines mall/century square. Heheh kept telling them diva was the pwnnnnnnage and then we all went crazy there hahaha debbbb I want the necklace we go back to get okokokokok :D
and I got a pink (YES PINK LJ NOT BIMBO!) necklace + rainbow hairbands yeshhhhhh so chio hahaha iLike! :D ANDAND a grey man pullover AHAHHA I LIKE IT A LOTTTT 12$ ONLY HAHA CHEAP THRILLZ.
deb got a hairband/piying got a bracelet/ky got flipflops/jo got a necklace for her mama :D
Met hairy then she dragged me off to her church, whoohoo my fish tycoon game got 3k+ (but I just spammed everything on some random stuff oops) :D
did a bit of a math/chinese then had dinner, then then the drama :D
heheh the drama was aaaaaaaaaawesome! :DDDDDDDD
at first I was being rlly ap/dao/sian/anti/-.-/._./D: sorry hairy I hope you didn't take it to heart ok ):
ok actually I felt quite bad cos everyone there was vvvvv nice and I was like errrrrrrmmmm ._________. to everything.
k nvm moving on!
anw was very very very very very very very x123461320784 touched/moved by the drama ):
then... k lots of stuff happened. felt a bit dizzy/shaky at first then... clarity. :D
I hope this time it's real. Yay shall talk to hairy about this tmr.
Idk why people confuse my name with Lynn. ._.
Reached home at 10+ washed up and went to bed at 11+

ok visual aids! :D

1. Group pic w/o Ky cos she had to leave first for sjab
2. the rest camwhoring when I was changing ):

1. Idk what's with the face wasn't prepared ok -.-
2. Changi airport studying with guitarians yay! :D
3. I forgot to off flash. :X

Some random day during PE when I started playing with zheng/amandy's hair heh wlaoooo zheng's hair super chio x23412039774 ):

Guitar class l8r I shall see if I can get my mom to come out hehhhh I need to do jb work NAOOOO bai
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yay going out soon I hope we do actually study and I think I'm gna be late okok runnnnn
Tampines 1 was super crowded ahaha we saw _______ yannis (and lj maybe???) thought that _______ was _____ too yay I got good taste :)
Went to school for prac only (and to hand in the CR cip form hehe I hope I get in!!!) Amanda saw me and was like gaping ahha ok bad timing actually cos Mrs K was talking to me about OBS i think ._. AND HAHA KEPT SOURING LESTE ALL THE WAY DOWN THE HILL HAHAH HAO SUAN YA! HAHA FROGS WITH BRAIDS AHAHA OMG DAMN MEAN HAHAHAH XD

"You play like a scared chicken"
-Mrs K

HAHAHA PWNZORRRRRR OH HAHA LJ'S VIDEO ON THE MEANING OF PWNED XD YES YES LJ THAT GUY IS CUTE :D (cuter than twk lor plz chng)
ok nvm pics hahah I need to go get ready alr


Cannot rmbr when this was. Hahha Joyceeeeee and her blurry pics and my daoface hahahah
cheer up la woman ):

Yesterday at T1 wlao distorted face haha
yannis: eh looks like neoprint pic leh
yay my cam skills are pwnnnnz
liying: lets take ground pic!!!!!
yannis: eh dont want i dont like my shoes
liying: ok lets take sky pic!!!!!1111

Approached random people to help us take pics haahha so paiseh yknow the nice auntie's son refused to take with us so sad he was very ke ai D:

REFLECTION PIC!!! hahah lucky no one inside (hopefully.)
Lj: we all look very short
Ly: hahaha yeah must be cos of yannis
Lj: HAHAH YEAH HEIGHT AVRG
Yan: aaaaarghhhhhhh

"Eh the toilet chio I want take pic!!" :D
haahha got charmaine's friends to take the open pic for us omg so embarassing ok ahhaah
Lj: Eh become height pic alr
Ly: YAY AWESUM HAHAHAH
Yannis: nooooooooo arghhhhhh T.T


hahaha hai hairy sorry hairy I remove if you want ok but you look like ghost here XD
and fbing during english hehe my pet is chio okkk D:

Bio. OMG SUPER GROSS OK WLAO YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE STOMACH YET UGHHHHHHHHH DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
The greeny thing is the gall bladder i think. ohno can't rmbr D:
Ok bai need to run now baiiiiiiiiiii

The possiblities are endless. That's what eats me up inside.
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Have realised that things are never what they seem.
Have realised that the only way to find happiness is to be true to yourself.
Have decided that I am not going to school tmr I hate school.

Done. Judge me if you will.
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I won't be surprised if eyebags have mutated to become a permanent (and very prominent) part of my features. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh ugh staying up to do Jiangbei's essay (which was due about a month or so ago :X). Have one more to complete actually, but I can't bring myself to do it. Heaven knows it's alr 11:35 pm and i'm still at the second paragraph sheesh.
Yeah well serves you right for slacking ok Liying.
Was very dao when the aweshum form/co-form changed our seats partly cos (1.) Amath sucked argh (2.) I ______________. Yes yes now I think that the teachers think I'm vry dao ahahah but I'm actually sitting beside someone I knew since primary school :D hehehe gay ok nvm I think tmr I'm going to change place again anw who cares -.-
Emath study was... no comments. History presentation was impromptu. Am now hooked on fish tycoon thanks to clara and kaiyi. Ooh just thought of a lame pun but nvm.
I wanted to say something I can't clearly recall now so nvrmind then another day :D
OH YEAH BIO WAS GAY!!!!!!!!!!! There was a frigging raw slimy stomach ok wtshit argh and like about half of your digestive system/entrails/whatever. Not very uh helpful to come into close contact with your bloody insides just before recess yes.

Sometimes the words that aren't written are those you need the most.




charmaineeee where r uuuuuuuuuuuuuu D:

P.s JODI PICOULT IS AWESHUMMMMMMM :D
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I really hope OBS has toilets. Omg doing it in the wilderness = major turn off. ._.
I really hope I get to go for the Chiang rai CIP trip ):

Tday was tiring, school days are argh -.-
Tmr = long school day (!$#@) + history presentation + intensive Emath mugging with chng ._.
Wednesday = lousy school day + Emath test + prac until v late
Thursday = horrible school day + Eng presentation + Lit test + H. chinese test + prac until v late again (TAMPINES ONE OPENING!!!)
Friday = NO SCHOOL HAHAHAHAHA YEAHHHHH + not yet confirmed mugging with guitarians. Gay ok.
Saturday = Running + Tampines 1 with er the usual people?
Sunday = Amath tuition + Guitar class + homework. GAYYY!!!!! x2138591236

Was ordering bubble tea after prac with yannis/yy/chin then the woman was like wah na me duo yan se (referring to braces)
Perhaps something less striking the next time. Which will be the day after the syf. Which will also be the day of the paper 1s. Which will also also be the day we get the syf results. Killer suspense plzzzz ._.

Really want that GWH ):

It felt so wrong it felt so right don't mean I'm in love tonight.
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hahh english now hahaahahhahhaha ok bored ._.

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HAIRY LOOKS LIKE ORLANDO BLOOM :D VANESSA AGREEZZZ :D
Happy nao :)
yayyayay ahahah did lots of random stuff in jb's lesson tday she was being very high ._.
Ok I take back my words about wanting syf to be over soon. ): Don't want the sec 4s to leave. Especially after what happened tday ): ): ): ): ):
Never did regret joining guitar (never will) :D
Anw took the chiang rai form tday, don't think I'll get to go but it's worth a shot :D Think I'm going for obs anw, arghhhhhhhhhhxzxxzzz that mrs L__ refused to sign the form for hairy and I (leste's cher just signed it w/o asking anything leh wlaooo unfairness!) D:
I really wna go chiang rai. More than obs ):
rawrrrr confused again, damnit are you - ?

ok crap I got distracted by fb/msn 4got what I wanted to post so nvm another day :D
bai be happy :) :) :)
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Yay I like the pic melody took :D
hehehhhh april fool's was... o________________o
ok quite tired, sian still haven't done JB work (she. is. going. to. flay. me.)

okay nvm yknow what one day I will have that kind of life :D
one day I will just you wait.

But I remember how it feels like beside you.
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