I've moved somewhere else, not telling yet. Soon enough 8)
Have slacked a lot recently, means I have to chiong work tmr after tanning + swimming + dental sighzxzz.

I know what I said, and I know you think I meant it.
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This week was downright disastrous D: Being late, screwed ezlink, screwed tests x1234862736, breaking another nail, bad hair days 24/7, onslaught of the emowave, and I missed singapore idol!!! ):
Okay but dinner today was very very very fun :DDD Mich came back tday! heheh shawn's psp also damn fun!! :D And clara brought her adorable parrot to school aaaah why does clara have all the cute toys D:
AND THE GUITAR ROOM IS HAUNTED I SWEAR!!!!!!
And I will never walk next to chin again because I did so today and I fell :/
The cut looks small and unpainful but it's bruising okay!!! Paainnnnnnnnnnn.

Okay may consider moving back to livejournal because blogger is very irritating now.
Yay I'm so glad I made it through this week. Okay life is getting boring but what dyou expect we have tests 4 out of 5 school days ):
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Hello sad world, I am now realise that I battled my way through school, chinese remedial, and tuition yesterday only to die a worse death today. ):
Chinese essay first thing in the morning, damn impt bio test last thing today and I left my damn bio notes in school wtshit argh and I haven't finished studying chapter 9. Feeling very unprepared and very very vulnerable, bio is about the only subject I haven't flunked yet D: Sighzxzxzxzx.

Owell interrogating yesterday was fun :D
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Forever or never.
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I die for yan jiang tmr. DIE!!!!!!! I sound like some ang moh trying to act china. Dieeeee and my prep work is crap also D8
JB going to laser beam me with her eyes while I stand there and stutter in broken chinese infront of everyone ):

Nvm, after school tmr (after the doomed yanjiang and the horrors of writing another yanjianggao and the chinese common test I srsly think I'm going to fail) I'm gna watch 17 again again! :D

HEHEHEEH ZAC EFRON IS DAMN CUTE IN 17 AGAIN :D Even though he wears skinny jeans.

Oh and today I got a happy meal AHAHAH with the chio bimbo pink hello kitty mirror with ~secret compartment~ :D Pwn or what!!!! And also frolicked with mel + jx :D And I swam a while :D

OKAY BYE SLEEP EARLY WAKE UP EARLY STUDY CHINESE. Geekage!!! \m/
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Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry


Nothing good will come of me.
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(R)Mandaye says:
*you know. We shld make a game can. Whoever who insults the other first loses
*wa lao. i bet we both sure lose.
Liying says:
*LOL
*HAHAHAHA
*ok i bet you can't last 5 mins
*:D
(R)Mandaye says:
*you just insulted me
*hah!
*I won
*:D
Liying says:
*ASSHOLE
*LOL
*this is damn gay
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I had this dream about a talking fish. It was my friend. And it died, and I was damn sad D: Srsly very sad D: D:
Today I passed the chem re re test yayxzxz finally. Exams coming. Starting to get worried about results. zZz don't wna see cml. Am desperate for a way out of chinese remedial DDDDDD:

Neverending bad hair days suck.

Alright but been rather happy recently 8)

Bye.
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hi happy birthday Singaporeeeee :D
this year's NDP wasn't that bad, I wna prance around in a kebaya too 8)

Singapore Idol season 3! Long weekends ftw :>
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The 3L barbecue last night was damn fun 8) Yay for playing with mel's slr, awesome sinful chicken wings!!!, taboo (fun but damn scary, ran away halfway) and the crash course in mahjong! :D hahah everytime zw comes near our luck goes down like no mother hahahah!! xD
Eh to think I almost didn't go, ok lucky mel and jx threathened me until I agreed to go -_-

Okay back to normal life, so sad have to study for the 18412387423 zillion tests and everything, + the 2-page long OBS reflection due next week. And the ppt which no one is doing but nvm. Tock seng gg.

I shall swear off boys and go be lesbo with mel. Yay.

Orchard l8r (aftr studying Joy's photosynthesis) yay^2 :D
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Dear you, and you, and you,

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry. I'm still okay, I'm still Liying, but I may not be who you knew me to be. Do you know that nothing makes me really happy anymore? Everything just feels very sketchy you know, like they don't mean a thing, at all. I begin to wonder why I live and I begin to wish I had never been born, and I know you don't want to hear that but it's the truth.
I don't know what's going on, I don't know where I'm going and I don't know where I'll end up. I feel like I'm wandering aimlessly and ending up even further gone than I was. I feel as if my life is amounting to a grand total of nothing.
Thanks for asking but I constantly don't feel okay, even though everything is perfectly fine. I don't know what's going on but don't worry about me, I think I'll make it through. I'm sorry for not confiding in you but how can I tell you all this?

P.s. I had a dream today and I wished it were true but I had to wake up and be sad all over again.

Love from a very bad friend,
Me.
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I don't believe how lazy I am ._. like too lazy to finish this post.

Liying get off your ass and study.
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Sometimes I wake up wishing I were dead.
Then maybe they'd remember me as the silly teenager who had everything but didn't know how to appreciate.
But that's not true because if I had anything to live for I would.
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Mondays suck. Especially when rudely awakened at 5:50a.m. in the morning when one had an awful time sleeping the night before. Mondays, of course, suck more with horrible bio amath and chem teachers. There's also double chinese but jb isn't that bad :/ And a chem test.

Ok sorry just irritated. No one deserves to be shouted at on a bloody Monday morning :/
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I wanted to upload pictures (believe me I've accumulated quite a few) but I'm. so. lazyyyyy. Too bad then. Blogger still acting funny anw XD
This week was spent in very unfruitful funness :D Scaring ourselves silly with ghost stories, ministers' performance, Macs damn late at night, feigning sick, falling sick, being REALLY sick, handover, handover dinner, tests, tests, tests, screwed Amath test, the usual amount of gaying around, reading new moon (first twilight book I read in years ok. Twilight was out when I was about primary 4 or 5 FYI), watching movies, supressing chocolate/ice cream craves.
Am now painfully studying for the bloody chemical calculations test cos I don't. frigging. want. to. come. back. to. school. on. a. frigging. holiday. just. to. listen. to. Lmmy's. incomprehensible. ear-splitting. babble. damnit.

It'd be kinda nice to have a chem teacher who doesn't speak in garbled sentences. My guidebook teaches better than she does. At least I hope it will or I'm screwed.

zZzZz have a million things to do and a million deadlines to meet.

P.S. I DON'T HAVE H1N1 OR H2N3 AND NEITHER DO I HAVE CANCER. screw off -_-
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Do you know how it feels? Like cancer in your body. That you can never, ever get rid of.

Perhaps it's too late.
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