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2009
20091231 / 20:04


Hello, last post of 2009 while I wait for my hair to dry, meeting Amandy at 9 later to go to kh's house for the countdown :D I can't believe 2009's ending alrdy, so fast D: D: D: And since everyone's doing some 2009 post I shall do one too :D

3L!

+ I thought 3L sucked at first but I don't now okay cuz 3L proved to be quite awesome ^^

+ surviving Lam and the Hand, Jiang and her Bangs (HAHA most original teacher, bangs since sec1), Neo and his Mole, McZarinah, Moky and THE HORROR exams :D

+ got to know some awesome people like hairy (fine BE THAT WAY) + mel (EAT BIG FOOD/UNICORNS FROLICKING IN THE FIELD) + Amandy (Organized mess YAH RIGHT) + Woonkee (STUPID AMERICAN) + Vanessa (evil pao of flaming doom!)+ jax the huge himbo + other 3L people :D

+ WE HAD OUR MOMENTS HAHAH, ICE SKATING/FIELD FROLICKING/FROZEN YOGURT/BIG MEALS/DYING IN CLASS HAHAAH/THE LAST LUNCH ect :D

+ BIMBOS FTW 4 EVER AND EVER

AHGUITAR <3

+ SYF YAY! Feeling rly scared before performing then rly exhilerated after performing, then happy x2 when Mr Shi mentioned GOLD WITH DIAMONDS :D :D

+ The 1348170238471234561273884991283 practises, Mulata spam + Les reeves du martin (and the donut story HAHA)+ the new horrible latin dance song :D :D, &&& THE BEST IS STAYING BACK AFTER PRAC TO PLAY/HAVING DINNER TGT/GOING OUT AFT PRAC (18chefs/Ikea) ^^

+ Farewell 09! rainbow jumping + barbecue! + spam camwhoring + masks :D :D :D

OBS+GIRLIES ^^


+ The awesome people I have no name for HAHAHAH jo py sj joyous deb xiu ky :D :D :D YAY RECESSES + NEOPRINTS + MANY MANY CONCERTS TGT + MANY MANY MOVIES + ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 FTW 4 EVER

+ OBS. Tockseng QQ ^^ what more can I say.


RANDOM DE REN ^^


+ OTHER AWESOME PEOPLE WHO DON'T FALL INTO THE ABOVE GROUPS :D FOR BEING THERE 24/7 7/24 AND MAKING MY YEAR SLIGHTLY MORE AWESOMEZXZXXX




I AM NOW DAMN LATE BYEBYE!! ^^ HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

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I'm just the man on the balcony singing nobody will ever remember me
20091230 / 21:29


He's no you.

Happy eve of new year's eve, have two solid weeks of tests from the second day of school onwards .

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No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world
20091226 / 22:27


I have had enough of tripping over your loopholes, and I am done with hope.

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:D
20091224 / 23:24


LAM'S STILL OUR FORM + CHEM TEACHER NEXT YEAR HAHAHA DIE ALRDY CHEM GG LIAO HAHHAHAH BUT ANW TODAY (ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!!!!!!! + JUST ACIA + math D: + SOMERSET 313!!!!) WAS AWESOMEEEE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
And I ran into Melanie Melina and Melissa on the way back!! ^^

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALVIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNN HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

I'm gna curl up with Animal farm, eat subway cookies, text, and wait for christmas now BYE HEHE :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ^^

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how many times can I break till I shatter
20091223 / 21:30


Hello world, it's the eve of the eve of christmas and the christmas songs on the radio are rly getting on my nerves alrdy ):<

Okay cuz I can't be bothered to string coherent sentences together,

(i) AVATAR IS AWESOME GO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!

(ii) SUPER EXCITED FOR ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2 TMR!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

(iii) 313 :D

(iv) Salvation army wheeeeeeeeeee

(v) I have decided that I'm gna drive a pink car (cuz Clara and I saw one today) when I grow up HAHAH (okay I can alr visualise *certain* people calling me bimbo -.-)

(vi) FINALLY HAD FROLICK AFTER A MILLION YEARS ^^

(vii) Really gna die when school reopens -_- Slacked while clara chionged SBQ today, saturday with Leste better be good ._.

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If wishes were horses, beggars would ride.
20091220 / 04:10


Hello today I find myself plagued with insomnia.

(1) I have been thinking of you of late.

I miss your text messages you know, and I don't know what happened in June but it's never been the same again. (maybe that showed how precarious our friendship actually was) Okay that's not the point, the point is that I miss you but I don't dare tell you directly because things have changed and it'll be awkward and I know that it won't ever be the same again so what's the point, and besides you're moving on and graduating and all.
But in case you ever do see this I rly enjoyed climbing the hill with you every morning (when we heard rolling marbles on the train and you said it was a ghost playing with them) for that short period of time, and I liked studying with you and C and Y (you know that one time at mcdonalds where I scribbled all over your planner), and I liked going home with you after practise (and getting baguetts from delifrance), and I miss your notes (dum dum dee dum).
It's too late to regret not cherishing those times (why does this always happen?)
And you know maybe one day a million years later I'll see you on the streets or at the mall and stuff and I'd rly like to think that we'd stop for a drink or a meal and catch up on lost time but you know nothing like that ever happens in reality so I guess I won't ever really talk to you again, and I can't remember the last time we really talked.

Love from the Frenchxzx Bimbozxz/muaji cheeks/person whom having an sms conversation with is like throwing a boomerang into outer space.

(2) I haven't been thinking much of you recently (only today) and seeing that quote just now made me think of you again (to be exact the night I told you that, ran away from the moth, and got you into trouble)

And honestly, I don't have anything to say to you (good riddance said it all) but sometimes I do wish I could turn back time.

(3) Lastly, I don't know what to think about you.

I want to let go but I'm not sure if I could cope.

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how close is close enough
20091215 / 20:31


Hello, my astounding smartness has once again made me uncontactable since yesterday afternoon and it's gna last until tmr afternoon D: So yeah sorry if I didn't pick up/didn't reply any smses.

(1) I was bored on the train so I messed with the security settings on my phone and ended up blocking my sim card :/
(2) The wireless connection is going on strike too and it's so. agonizingly. slow.
(3) AND muttons to midnight aren't on today ):
(4) And I think I'm coming down with smthng, headaches and chapped lips and horrible lip sores ._. It now hurts to smile.
(5) I think I've stopped dropping so much hair but it's growing out crinkly D:
(6) Starting school in <20 days. GG ttm.
(7) START OF YEARS looming and no bloody revision done at all. Oh god the thought of suffering through chemistry and history and ss and chinese again. Shoot me naaooooooo
(8) Undone holiday homework. Good job liying.

On the bright side I realised this year wasn't that bad afterall (despite having close friends in almost every class but 3L (at the start of the year at least), a neverending succession of godawful teachers, sitting through exam after exam, getting caught for attire and other stupid reasons and being constantly hounded for homework), got to know some awesome people and had some awesome times, gold with honours and my maiden syf experience, crazy fun chalets and barbeques :D

Best of all WE'RE GNA GRADUATE NEXT YEAR :D :D :D :D :D :D
No more horrible principals and teachers, no more crazy exams/remedials/homework-dishing, no more stupid no-drawstring and various other retarded (and largely redundant) attire rules and checks YAY :D
(Okay it'll be sad leaving friends and juniors and some teachers and there's still the Os to get through but still it's excitingggggg hhehehe ^^)

Bah alright I'm gna try to psycho myself into doing homework now bye :D

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october words
20091213 / 01:19



I wish I could start anew but that means I would have to let go.
And I could never do that.


Okay I knew I shouldn't have listened to all those emo songs :/
Today (now yesterday but heck) was a drama and bugis, yesterday was iluma, the coffee bean and The Princess and the Frog, tomorrow's suntec and guitar.

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put a ring on it
20091212 / 20:52




WATCH THE DAMN THING UNTIL IT ENDS HAAHAHAHAHAH IT'S MADNESS!!!!!
MAJOR CUTE AHHAHAHAHAAHAH *spasms and dies*

24TH DECEMBER FASTER DATE ME OUT TO WATCH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
& Disney's Princess and the Frog was DAMN AWESOME :D

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as I chased the end of your rope
20091210 / 22:26



Very happy recently, reaching the bleddy airport at 6 in the damn morning to send the people-going-to-china-to-study off (while nursing a cup of coffee and swollen eyes), watching new moon (Jacob BLACK pwns Edward plz), losing terribly at monopoly, ridiculous pictionary at ray's house, trying to brainwash everyone with the mysterious ticking noise song from the awsome POTTER PUPPET PALS!!!, retarded project & running arnd in a box airplane, screaming like nthng and getting killed a million times in some stupid xbox game, swimming then pigging out on sushi, shopping (bah), cycling then camping at PSR library to do work/laugh at yannis teaching Ljing how to fold shruiken(?) and idk where the rest of my holidays went ^^
+ there was a rly nice guy at The Coffee Bean today :D

Pictures will be uploaded anothr day cuz I'm super tired now hahaha bye, chem intensive with M tmr so giving class outing a miss ): Super scared of school reopening next year ):


Lastly I know this is a dumb thing to say but I RLY RLY AM GROWING FAT ):
(and yes I'm still balding)

In the silence it became so very clear
That you had long ago disappeared
And I cursed myself for being surprised
That this didn't play like it did in my mind

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20091208 / 23:54


last night's dream
I held your hand
and asked if you would be
forever mine
together you and me


and we both know
you're everything I need

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Our lips were cold as clay, we couldn't speak anyway
20091203 / 22:52



Class chalet was epic ^^
random guitar thing (everyone started painting each other), watched 2012 w angie before chalet and got damn freaked out and spilt popcorn all over her, met amandy and to the chalet for a failed BBQ, ordered macs and had Mahjong/horror movies/drinking game until 4 in the morning, last round of Tuth before sleeping, woke up at 6 to find Angie and some guys playing some dumb betting game so joined in, went for breakfast after a few rounds and wanted to bowl but the damn alley was closed, went back to chalet to play cheat and stuff and wait for the others to get up, went to wild wild wet with some people, took gay rides, some guys joined, more gay rides (almost dying in the wave pool cuz I listed to johan -_-), some girls joined, gay rides before it started raining and then some of us ran to KFC for lunch, then decided to go back to the chalet but everyone was at the bowling alley and we were locked out, therefore I climbed to the balcony at the kitchen and went in to unlock the door, had a bath, random jumping around, went to Ehub and attempted to get alcohol for another drinking game, failed so settled for sparking juice and went back again for the drinking game (shaun's reactions damn funny srs), last round of mahjong before leaving w woonkee amandy deon and johan ^^

I think this is gna turn out to be one of the best holidays ever, but next year's gna be awful with soys and olvls and crap ):

the words remain well hidden
In front of this girl who does not ask
Any better than to be loved
But you just do not know how to take yourself there
Your throat tightens and your heart beats more beautiful
While your eyes are on her

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