Actually right I think Stalin looks quite cute and benevolent cos he's fat and stuff heheh :x ok that's prejudice + labelling, but fat is cuteee and pinchable what *_*
Ok but he's a pervy paedophile so...... ._.

And I spent today obsessing over

GABE SAPORTA!!!!!!!! He doesn't have abs but still ... 8D
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabeeeeeeeeeeeehehehehehe even his name sounds sexy 8D 8D
I make them good girls go baaad~

And my new favourite pasttime in school is jumping out at people :D

Ok I should go study, today I watched TV, lunched out, somemore still slack in class and take nap. Die liao, I study barely 2 hours on average how -_____-
(and I know people who chiong home then study until 12 everyday oh god)

8 days D; D; D;
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I need to trim my fringe ._. + look at the pentower (I think that's my history essay it's standing on), it was all chio and majestic until kaiho or johan threw his eraser or smth at it -_-

9 days to eoy and I haven't even finished one subject z.z, rly freaked over bio cos all the names are starting to mutate until they all look disturbingly similar, and nothing from any subject seems to stay in my mind, oh godddddd gg ttm.

And how was I supposed to know that French fries originated from the USA, they're french fries for a reason right arghhh, fatal blowwwwwwwwww

Now to brood over the cold war + mockingbirdy >:
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Today, I did Amath trigo until I wanted to die of boredom (and confusion).
But I could do *some* questions, yay Mr N better be proud of me cos the only time I learnt something from his lesson was when he walked over and said my graphs were ugly -_- Hurray for math tuition though ^^
Am still gna flunk tmr's trigo functions test though, but owelllllllllllllllllll when have I not flunked amath.

School recently has been amusing much *winkz clara* :D
Days r spent slacking in class (ok what's new) and diffusing the love of chicken, building awesome pwnage pencastles (thanks to my awesome myraid of colour pens, have t get those pics from tan) & ponning dumb waste of time extra lessons & the equally retarded zhong qiu jie celebration :>
AND PLAYING BUBBLE TOWN ON CLARA'S PHONE!!!!!! NEW HIGH SCORE OKAY >D

Went back for oral on saturday, stupid amandy came early hehe then the staircase to 3L was locked, so we took the unconventional way (meaning we climbed up the slope and jumped over the wall). AND AMANDY TOOK SO LONG HAHAHHAAH I swear it was damn hilarious, she was stuck up there screaming like hahahahhahahahaahhaahha until linting came and our combined efforts finally got her down :D
sorry lah amandy I went to your blog and saw what you posted about it and was reminded so yah. :D
and scaring angeline in the toilet is vehhhhh fun hehehhehe >D (I hope angeline doesn't read this, have a rly unglam pic in her phone)
and I ttly have to take pictures of amanda's organized mess. Epic ttm, hahhahah we were clearing it the other day and it was so dusty + there was a funny smell I SWEAR

And my english grade is gone alr, thanks to gay oral with gay pictures and gay eat-snails-in-france essays -_-

10 days to eoy zomg^134817302. Everyone panic!
I think I should do bio now, but I wna sleep and doing bio reminds me of the superxevilxmeanxbiased joy and that makes me saaaaaaaaaaad >:



I want to talk to you, but I don't have the slightest idea what we would say.
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Paper 1s tmr, argh shoot me plz >:
If gong han + bao zhang bao dao doesn't come out I'm gna be so screweddddd (or be forced into normal chinese). I hope Tan's zai until cannot zai chinese phrases will help ._.

13 days to the papers, I should learn to be like ____ and run home study after school everyday instead of going out to eat and reaching home around 5 sighxzxzx.

Okay bye, now go read chinese. Oh god my hair is tangling again I dwna drop hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Highly compressible piece of brown beancurd!

and I should stop eating chicken rice, because all the fatty acids + glycerol from that will congregate at my fatty arm area UGHHHHhhHhHHh okay that's what amandy says.

Time is now a luxury (increase in demand but decrease in supply, ugh inflation) which I am still spending lavishly in the most wasteful way, okay means i'm gna die soon and go into debt like communist USSR.

So tired argh, deja vu ttm (why does this always happen before the major papers) >:

And Liying smartly titrated without adding indicator today. DIE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH k bye
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Chem spa is so gna get me tmr tmr >: Have no idea how to calculate crap ughhhh bio was bad enough, I should go run into a wall for thinking that sucrose can diffuse out. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy liying whyyyyy

Anw am basically very dead for EOYS cos I was supposed to start studying ages ago and guess what @_@ (I haven't)
Thinking of all the biohistorychemamathemathchinese chapters to study makes me very very sad like the weather now. I wna sleep Z_z

I wish I were smart you know like those smart people who don't study but still score like -_- okay I don't mind being dumb but hardworking also.

But alas I am neither, oh what joy it is to be me. Long weekends = (1) attempted mugging at macs fail (2) reading lit while tanning/swimming fail (3) staying home study fail = totally unproductive = Liying dies

4 days to paper 1, 16 days to eoy ._.
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Been quite happy, time to study though :>
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Hello you,

Everything's going to be alright somehow. Don't wry :>
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Okay today wasn't that bad after all 8)
Had this gay fiasco during Amath cos Mr N confiscated my phone >: I foolishly left my sim card in my phone and after that I realised I kinda really need my SIM, so I wrote a dumb message to jx (who was sitting infront of the tcher's table with my phone) to help me take out my sim. AND it all would have gone well had mr N not intercepted the message -_- Hahahah jx still managed to get my sim out anw ^^ heheh thanks hor, owe you gatsby. Owell it was all kinda funny then. Then tan started laughing uncontrollably at my "Come join me my creepy brothers!!" (~ahem~ creepy people like N, Z, and Y). Okay then that sparked off Neoism and Creepism and the gay neoneoneoneoneomole! propaganda song.
Rest of the day was ok :> got a lot of ah lian comments about my hair though, but nvm it's smooth and straight and that overrules everything else 8D

She doesn't know what's right
She doesn't know what's wrong
She only knows the pain that comes from waiting for so long
And she doesn't count the teardrops
That she's cried while he's away
Because she knows deep in her heart
That he'll be back someday

The light's on in the window; she's waiting by the phone
Talking to a memory that's never coming home
She dreams of his returning and the things that he might say
But she'll always be the girl from yesterday
Yeh, she'll always be the girl from yesterday

Alright I should stop listening to emo songs. 24 days to EOY and 57 days to Chinese Os >:
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School tmr, sigh nooo not again, back to june Y asking me to take out all my earsticks and tchers like L pronouncing my full name so horribly and double periods of chinese and bio and the (not double period but still) equally horrifying Amath >:
And thanks to dickson's morbid pm I am now far too aware of the fact that eoys are 25 days away, 25 okay 25!!!

And I have been listening to emo songs that seem to say everything I wna, and god I am feeling so x extremely x sad x now. And it's alr been what, X months ._. ok and the prospect of school tmr hanging over my head like impending doom isn't helping matters much >:
I think I should stop hoping yknow, cos more hope = more disappointment, so really hope = disappointment, cos more will cancel each other out (algebra). miss you h, and it's not getting any better and I am clueless as to why >:
I'm so sorry, i don't know what to think now, maybe had I been smarter or prettier, or someone I'm not.
Alright snap out of it.

everything i said
wasn't what i meant
i hope you can forget
and i can leave all my regrets
behind tonight
and catch a flight to Boston
and come start a new life
and this time we can do it right

okay, once again EOYS R 25 DAYS AWAY.
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RIP tan's Aweshum Limited-Edition Conversation-starter irritating cat-cow wallet ):
It has served dutifully, may it now rest in peace.

Tan be touched ok.


On thursday when we went back for intensive Bio remedial + Emath + Project/ My chio ex-phone whose loss I still mourn.

Okay and thanks amandy angeline and jx for wasting time with me the other day ^^
heheheh stupid slimming centre dares :X


And this is rebonded hair with bangs (@ changi airport's the coffee bean yesterday, with hot chocolate + marshmallows)
I am permanently terrified that the rebond will suddenly wear off. Ok paranoid. But I like having smooth straight hair even though when I tie it up it makes me look like an ah lian :>

And the weather's very tempting today, I wna cycle but no I must study since I havent done anything much this holiday other than play ._.
must study must study must study must study must study
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If I hadn't lost you, I wouldn't have met him.
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You all are they gayest bunch of oversmart (L1R5 <10) people I have ever met but I still kinda luv you all heheh since sec 1 yayxzx :D
G FORCE IS AWESUM HEHEEH I LOVE TALKING GUINEA PIGS :D
AND I H8 FISH & CO AND I WILL NEVER EAT IT AGAIN ): Seafood is for losers!


Went to a polyclinic with Fiona this morning cos she was sick. Now I get what Sam Khoo said about Sg's healthcare system. Wait so long la wl, then they made us all put on masks and Fiona made me ask the mask-giver guy for a kid's mask cos it was cute -_- And I went to get a haircut after that, the person washing my hair was telling me about guys and how we as girls shouldn't trust them cos they're rly good at sweet talking and girl charming hahahahah. And then my stylist had the professional look about him so I left him to his devices, and he ended up styling my new bangs to curl in. And I spent the rest of today looking like a Noob with a capital N. -_- Nvm rebonding tmr, oh what a joyous occasion it will be :D Flat hair ftw 4eva!

Went to meet Tan Mel and Van to ice skate after that :D In the end all of us except V were late hahahah. Ice skating was fun, M looked like a skating cupcake with her flouncy dress, and the mute guy at the skate renting counter kept point to mel and hitting the countertop and laughing HAHAHAHAHAHA. Which prlly implies smth about her skating (and falling down) in Flouncy Pink Dress XD
Hahahaha V and T got scolded by some prissy little girl (who could skate better than me ughghghhh) for not wearing gloves and T talked back and V smirked at her so evil hor -_- and M was caught by the irritating kp showoff guy and therefore made to purchase overpriced durian seller construction worker gloves hahahahah sad x2. And I'm very jealous of people who can ice skate well DDDD:
Oh and I fell down and after that Tan fell down because of me, sorry ah :X


Okay now random pictures from very long ago hehhh ^^\/

Melody's gay domokun bag + jx's oreo. And melody acting artistic with the cam.

The sexy stolen from Ikea pencil I gave amandy. Which saved her life during bio mock spa 8D

Amandy's fei zhu.

And this was taken during Bio hahahaha see my pikachu :D

Bio again :D and my chio yummy macaron that's super dirty now sigh ):




Okay now I'm deciding between tumblr (heartsdisfigured.tumblr.com) and blogger cos blogger is still being irritating on my browser, and tumblr's fine but I have no idea how to mess with the template. Which I don't like. So owell.

Heheheh been rather happy recently, wheeeee ok holidays r awesum but after that is mug all the way, so gna die and it's not even midmonth and I'm brokeeee heh thanks to extensive going out recently and tmr's rebonding owellllll. No time to go out after this anw. D: D:

okay LIYING MUST STUDY. Bye.
And I'm falling sick. Played too hard I guess ):
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