what the fuck is wrong with you.
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I thought I had it all figured out.
I guess I thought wrong.
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today's technically the last day of school (not taking into consideration two solid weeks of extra classes for us) and it's amazing how quickly time passes us by ._. Idk why but I still rmbr the last day of school last year, hahah it was full of camwhoring & fun & teary eyes but this year's felt rly normal, perhaps cus we've another year tgt or cus we have two more weeks of classes.

Anw balloons were unearthed in the guitar room today, and I lost two balloon fights to hailong cus he's taller with longer arms, and leste and I discovered too late that balloons are difficult to dispose of so we tried to give them to kids without seeming to paedophile-y but instead got wth are you doing to my kid stares from their parents -_-

Yesterday was officially the Grossest Day of the Year, June Y showed us the beginning of Perfume: The Story of a Murderer (R21 plz, I googled it) and to say that it was crazy disturbing is a huuuuuuuge understatement. And as if the story itself wasn't gory enough the scenes were bloody sick. (yes that was a pun) Immediately after that we dissected a kidney in bio lab.

Lastly there has been this huge spike in Lam's nonsense, which sparked off ridiculous quotes like:

"If you push me to a corner, the dog will jump over the
wall!"

she was actually shouting at us when she said that but it was so absurd that after she said it everyone started laughing

Life would be perfect if (1) we didn't have the imminent Chinese Os hanging over our heads like death sentences (2) we didn't have two bloody weeks of classes (3) we didn't have an inhumane amount of chinese work to do this weekend

I wna go back to the carefree lower sec days ):
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Such an existence is really rather exhausting
I wish I could be someone entirely different

Sometimes some things are better off unsaid

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ahh shit I'm losing a lot of hair I swear it's rly freaking me out okay I know it's shallow and bimbo and dumb and crap but still it's bloody scary shit wtf am I gna do ):
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life's good. L1R5 high like sky but at least I didn't fail anyth. Having fun recently, have to start studying again though (by decree of Lammy). Good luck for the Os people tmr.

the last chapter of our correspondence.
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Post EOY days are awesome :> Temporary awesomeness is still awesome. While it lasts (which will not be much longer, sighhhhhh chinese O lvls + 2 weeks of extra classes) Anw pictures cus I've been doing nthng but post random snippets of songs recently ._.
(Yes very long post cus there's finally time :D)
(Yes lots of brackets)


When we crashed tan's house to watch Ice age. (More specifically) when Amandy's hot sabertooth-already-extinct-furry-nonhuman Diego was mauling someone. Or getting mauled. Something like that ._. And she pulled my ponytail cus idk it reminded her of Diego's tail or smth -_- Gay ttm.
But the movie was good :D Laughed like crazy hahahah dodo birds are dumb, was slightly late for the grad ceremony later & we entered the carpark like vips 8D Ice age 3 is awesome too hehehehehehe god the dino kids are crazy cute 8D

This is tan attempting to camouflage with her mouldy green hoodie and equally mouldy green bag ._. Can't rmbr which paper this was after, it was the day it rained and we made a mad rush in jackets/ah mah sweaters to the bus stop ._. I think it was when everyone was taking physics heheheh :D & the MUOGU I kept trying to pluck (despite violent protests/threats from tan/jx/amandy/angie). I like mushrooms.

and the *insert Melody voice* Magical Hole in the Holey Fence which leads to a Magical Field of Rainbows and frolicking Unicorns. Or smth :D
Otherwise known as Frolicking in the Field. Which is awesome fun unless it just rained :x
Then it's muddggy and gross and full of frogs. And screaming people, i.e. Amandy :D

Mugging @ Whitesands library cafe with piying + awesome sinful oily food (= coronary heart disease) after we were banished from the airport :D + ID PHOTOS!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
I secretly think that Py's hair is nice. :x

Post-biopaper mugging at changi airport before we were chased out ._. And my awesome pikachu :D


& the notsoawesome sports day/Ljing de yan jing (chio right i take one :D)/lots of fail attempts at glam jumpshots. Idk how ky does it srsly -_-


And some prehistoric preexams day when we went cycling and soaking at ECP + another prehistoric day before the english oral


Before the dumb history paper, Diffusion (ver 2.0) with mel + unglam picture with Angieeeee

Anw bottom line is tht life now is awesome (though my vocab is dying), plus I haven't failed anyth yet so far :D Yay Liying :D
Ate a lot of crap i.e. sakae today with the Stupid American & jx (god I will never try prawns again)/POPeyes with debz and shelton yesterday, doing lots of dumb stuff i.e. hide&seek (sorry i've no better name) at tampines 1 with the SA, jx, tan & her friend jon. And dumb clues like "we can see the sun from here" ("Oh that means you at the rooftop") ._.
Back to braving (& being gay in) classes with Amandy, and unparalleled, unrivaled, awesomeeeeeeeee slacking :D

Watched 3 movies at 3 theaters on 3 consecutive days with 3 different groups of people, I liked Imagine that (with F!) & 500 days of summer (with Yeonjae + andrew + cheeyan), it was damn sadddddd I swear DDDD:
Cloudy with a chance of meatballs (Jo/py/yx/yj) was a waste of time -_- But after that py and I went poking around arab street, ended up walking to some very indianyish place with this awesome shop I got my (according to Shelton) taupok bag at :D

Lastly,

BLOODY CUTE RIGHT!!!!! If I were a dino I'd want my kids to look like this :D

No more long posts until the next ice age 8D Yaybye.

+ less lunching out/movies cus... God just think about it, 160gb iPod classic *_* plus it's taking a huge toll on my allowance ._. How depressing
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Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard
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But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NO MORE PAPERS FEEL MY JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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7 PAPERS DOWN 8D 8D HEHEHEH I CAN SMELL THE FREEDOM ALR~
Chem was epic, history was ttly gg cus the LON came out for SBQ and I didn't study tht, and no stalin came out ._. But at least gorbachev did yay~ 8D

Hehehe chinese papers tmr!
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Conquered the godawful bio paper today, I'm srsly so glad, hahahaha now to focus on the chem + history papers tmr ): Major memory work = uuber killerzxzxzxzx
I think I'm going to fail chemistry, but owell even though hope is for the hopeless I'm gna keep my fingers crossed (also in hope that Facist Japan won't come out tmr).

This time next week we'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
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and if you think this guy is cute plz get your eyes checked. Or jump off a cliff :)

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Quite numb now. Strangely don't feel much, just feel rly foolish and stuff. In hindsight, pinning my hopes on nothing but quaint daydreams was absolutely stupid and typical of me. I should never have trusted you, feel like a victim of a scam case for some twisted reason ._.
But the good thing is, I realize that I wasn't exactly as sad as I thought I would be :D

friends are the best yay ^^
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I'M GNA BE BAIKA TMR >D

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

Owl city \m/

PAPERS START ON THURSDAY AND I'M STILL NOT SRSLY REVISING. Liying GG liao.
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After studying 3/4 of the cold war chapter I deduce that evilness starts in October

October 1917, the communist revolution in russia.
October 1949, Russia set up German Democratic Republic in East Germany
October 1949, China came under communist rule
October 1962, first of the Cuban Missile Crisis events
October 2009, students sit for the EOY papers >:

And today I left my phone at the mrt station and the nice guy who picked up my phone called Joyce first, then he called Jx, who then called Clara who then went to get my phone (thanks ah :D) and with it scolded me for being a careless bimbo :x
thank god, losing two phones in a year is absolutely absurd ._.

today I didn't manage to scare anyone but amandy diffused her organized messiness to me, hahah disaster ttm srsly, and we spent class boomz boomz boomzing around singing I got a feeling (that tnight's gna be a good night, that tnight's gna be a good good night).

My itsy bitsy teeny weeny yellow polka dot bigini is boomz! (said A)

okay rl's situation is kinda sad actually, so many people laughing at her but well.... ...

k back to the Emath ppr.
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