I woke from a dream last night
I dreamt that you were by my side
Reminding me I still had life
In me

I remember you like yesterday, yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone, oh...
I remember you like yesterday, yesterday
And until I'm with you, I'll carry on

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(1) Kite-runner inspired (vain) attempts at kite flying near my crib before it rained like nothing (Clara: Before rain got good wind) and we scurried off to the void deck and camped there eating rubbbish and taking random pictures with Mel's Big Camera and it was real fun ^^

(2) Helping out at the Salvation Army's games day ^^

(3) The day we went shopping for Farewell present materials which resulted in shuttling from Plaza sing to Bras brasah to Takashimaya orchard/Ngee Ann City, The Frog Woman's nian nian de, and awesome ice cream, Dark chocolate > Hazelnut > Mint plz

(4) Staying back after practise to do up the farewell presents, realising too late we had no paintbrushes so we handpainted until I rooted through the dusty drawers at the back and found paintbrushes, glitter, sequins, glue and the like. Then there was shinythingspam (we had an unawesome time cleaning it up) and we decided to call Mcdelivery but they couldn't deliver due to 'adverse weather conditions' so being ravenous savages we epic-ran to the MRT station and got wet like nothing before a very satisfactory meal at macs and frisking around the malls at tampines, during which I discovered that a certain kind of candy I had seen in a book years ago and thought looked really nice wasn't nice at all.

(5) Getting the Samsung jet in white!! yayheheheheh

(6) Discovering the joy of unlimited smses :D

(7) went for part of the amazing race runthrough before guitar class. Also discovered that the Indian food at the T1 foodcourt's good :D

(8) PLAYING POKEMON!!! *epic music*

(9) Horrible performance at City square -_- Awesome lunch @ 18chefs after that though. PSYDUCKKKKK~ >D

(10) Swimming until our skin wrinkled like unironed clothes and feeling real fit until the KFC spam which prlly made us regain the lost fats -_-

(11) Meeting up with people I haven't seen in a year and more cheap thrills at daiso, spending money on stupid japanese-looking money-scamming machines (okay got some dumb frog in the end but still), escaping clingy salesmen ._., taking lots of jumpshots, slathering on the nailpolish at the face shop, and secretly getting each other stuff behind each other's backs hahahah damn win no one suspected anything except vania who was in on everything -_-
(I'll upload the pictures to fb soon heh sorry sorry)

(12) AWESOME GUITAR FAREWELL :D Yayzxzxzxzxzzxzxzxzxz luv ttm hehehe, spent the morning + afternoon being pervy stationmasters with Cheryl A (scandalous pics ~.~), went to Giant to get the barbecue stuff and started throwing balloons everywhere oopz, went to PSR park to play sea, started raining again, got drenched, saw a rainbow, hijacked someone's bike and went cycling, came back helped out with the food a little and spammed pictures ^^

(13) More Plaza sing + orchard trips :D

(14) Hello you, 1 year anniversary today ^^

Clara's prlly fighing off tigers and clawing through jungles or smth now. hehe. Have fun in Ceeeeeeeeeeeeebu meh you gna miss the class chalet ):

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seeing that made me smile. and smile. and smile. and smile.

and smile.
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A day of awesome memories encapsulated in 547 pictures, muddy converses, raspy voices, parting gifts, and a heart full of nostalgia.

Mrs Koh (while barbecuing): "Tonight I must go home and breathe oxygen."

♥ ahs guitar ensemble

26/11/09
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Inspired, happy, and so in love (with mint nail polish at under 3$ a pop and awesome friends). Fingers crossed for good weather tmr! :>

I'm doin' fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I'm drinking-
Only you know me

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Today, I came across the definition of "creeper" in Urban Dictionary. "Creeper: A person who does weird things, like stares at you while you sleep, or looks at you for hours through a window." First thing that came to my mind? Twilight. MLIA

HAHAHAHAHEM CREEEEEEEEEPY >D
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Hello my pretties, I have been an indisputable genius by deleting all my contacts even though I have no backup copy :) And I now have a new number, and since I don't have 99.5% of my contacts back yet I am unable to update the 99.5% with my new number, and therefore I sincerely beg of you to leave me an offline msg on msngr with your number ^^
Meanwhile do me a huge favour and DO NOT TEXT OR CALL ME.

Love from the Indisputable Genius

No way in hell, I said, not even remotely close to the maybe-only-if-I-were-held-at-gunpoint region of perhaps.
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Oh god Party in the USA topped the charts this week -_- Shoot me srsly.

Lessons today were relatively slack so V, A & I started talking about horror movies during N's Amath, and guess what I went and watched Orphan. I'm gna kill you Amanda Ong Mo Gu I swear your Esther is bloody freaky when school reopens again you die.

I don't know you but I know that all too well.

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I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
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Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...

Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

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Hahahah okay I'm going through some emo song phase right now, can't help it. Anw I feel very 幸福 now heh so gay. ALPs are still gruesome but okay life is secretly rather nice heh :D Ripping some poor unfortunate creature's eyeball to shreds (literally) and turning it inside out in search for the lens is fascinating in a macabre way, and having Comm meetings with the Koh ("EEEE DOG MEAT!" said She)is rather amusing though she talks so bloody much, and yay for chasing people with sporey fingers and eating CHEEZY CRUST PIZZAS :D :D and running around Uniqlo dressing rooms :D and KFC dinner tnight was so amusing, I fail as a spy/PI, and Someone needs to stop burping so loudly half the room turns to look -_- Ohyeah and watching the sec2s getting their subject combi makes me feel positively ancient, hehehe Alicia took core history too except with physics :D And I'm looking forward to doing the farewell stuff + the actual thing and best part is that THE HOLIDAYS ARE TANTALIZINGLY CLOSE :D

BUT I'M BALDING ENOUGH TO MAKE WIGS
!#$!@#$!@!$%##$!@$#!@#!$!@#%^@&^#$%#$#!@#$!
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She said, "no one is alone the way you are alone"
And you held her looser than you would have if you ever could have known
Some things tie your life together, slender threads and things to treasure
Days like that should last and last and last

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Chinese O levels were ghastly to say the least, still have chem + bio tests tmr and friday, god how sadistic can it get. And I haven't listened in chem or bio since... ._.
Lots of weird stuff tied to the rly long ago past coming up, damn gay but it's still kinda interesting and stuff, I hope wednesday works out :D

And please go jump off a cliff, or go impale yourself on like a skewer or smth because you deserve to die the worst possible death anyone could have. God I thought you were different or smth but you're just like any other. No wait you're actually worse cus like at least the rest of them bastards didn't try to pretend to be someone they weren't. Don't know how you managed to maintain the facade but then again I don't rly care anymore. Never thought I'd say this to you but you're the Greatest Jerk I have Ever Met.

Goodbye and good riddance to bad rubbish.
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明天有O水准华文考试， 会死得很惨 ):

247. WHEN SHE TEXTS YOU ITS BECAUSE SHE MISSES YOU.
WHEN SHE DOESN'T TEXT YOU IT IS BECAUSE SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU TO MISS HER.
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Teahouse on friday :D



Played I Have Never and I Have on the way, the whole tea making experience wasn't my cup of tea but it was pretty fun nonetheless :D
Pangsehed Amandy Angie Jx and Johan to find the guitarians after tht :x sorry ah. Then we ran off to subway and frolicked in U heh.

Bodyworks on wednesday :D


Was pretty cool, best part was tht we got to pon one day of class ^^


Lastly this is what happens when you fall asleep during chem/bio ._.
"Everyday got new tattoo one"

Chinese papers on tuesday, totally ggfied srsly + prac spam this week >:
But it's the last week of school! :D
Okay I feel crazy lethargic now, bye.

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I knew it'd hurt me afterwards
but it never changed a thing.

突然觉得生命无比的空虚
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I have everything to say, yet conversations are still made of static. Stars run out of fuel and collapse under their own weight. In the same manner I will amass unsaid words until they crumble and fold into themselves and this heart becomes a black hole.

And don't offer me your false solace because you never meant a single word that came out of your lying mouth.

Everything is really nothing more than nothing



How many days in a year
She woke up with hope but she only found tears
And I can be so insincere
Making her promises never for real
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"For you, a thousand times over"
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i dwna go school tmr ):
wei shen me ): ):

on a different note, uniqlo hoodies are the Love with a capital L and I got 2 bucks scammed by superglue that doesn't even stick paper -_-

And rainy days are poetic :>
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