1. Tell me why we want to be happy.

2. Am suddenly lost for words. throat is barren now.

3. I want cool dreams that involve Hitler and kaya toast too hahahahhhh hairy

4. To think I trusted you. Maybe too much time has passed without me knowing.

5. Confessions of a Shopaholic tmr :D

6. hypocrisy

7. better to have a close circle of friends you can trust than many acquaintances whom (fill in the blanks)

8. Quote: It's sad when people you know become people you knew.

9. Less hope = less disappointment/you're the only person you can count on.

10. I don't want to spend my life searching for a meaning in life.
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___ I know you will see this and I know you will know it's you hahahah (incase you don't know but you alr should but nvm SUBWAY ROCKS ok you should know now:D)
anw ____ sucks ok you can do much better than ______. AND _______ is ugly (a lot of people think so too ok not my taste weird ok sorry I know you gna be vry -.- when you see this part again heh) nvm nvm I dwna see you sad ok you smile heh or everyone will go castrate ____ yay actually I alr do wna castrate _____ but nvm _______ IS A JERK DAMNIT ): ____ guys suck yes yes eh be honoured I dedicated this part to you okay smile smile don't let some loser get you down we go eat subway/fep ok I luv you dear ohno I feel so ugh omg corny plz nvm CHEER UP!!!! be strong woman! :D

ok argh I got a lot of jb work again zhen me ban and yay I managed to braid mai hair yay maybe I'll braid to school so fun :D
LIYING CANNOT SLACKKKKKKKKKKKK ARRRRRRRRGHHHHHH
GO DO JB WORK NAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dx

CHARMAINE LIM YOU BETTER GO STUDY FOR YOUR SPA WHEN YOU SEE THIS OK (I presume you've finished blogging by this time alr if not faster go blog THEN STUDY) throw boomerang at you wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok fb is losing it's funness I think poor flabbyjelly is dying but siannnnn I'm too lazy OK GO DO WORK.

yeah I know and I can't explain it either. make a move.
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recently (or not that recently) :D
hehehehhh inexplicably happy now ahahahhaha.
today was -.- but I got more :D at night hahahaha my organ teacher likes my fringe now :DDDD
maybe I have a happiness quota that's restarted when I sleep. hahahaha ok not funny.
feel v motivated to study hard + practise more now :D
yay Liying not gonna fail amath anymore :D actually the only amath test i passed was the first one i think ._________________. ohno.

okay maybe I was mistaken about the I-don't-miss-you part cos I certainly do now
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yknow I started today feeling very xDDDDD and now I currently feel like -.-
ugh school sucks srsly ._.

will be very glad once
1. syf is over. ok not actually cos all the snrs will be leaving ughhhhh but the pracs are -.-
2. guitar class changes to sunday. I hate long fridays.
3. school burns down. or uh when I graduate.
4. I stop flunking math/finish all my homework
5. a lot more but damn i'm tired.

really feeling utterly .________________________. now.
Like argh. Okay today morning meaning walkathon + lunch was fun but after that... bah. Ok at least we skipped lessons.
Have to go back to school on a frigging saturday for the frigging opening ceremony thing and apparently skipping's out of the question cos lam is very generous with her green forms and idkwhy but she'll kick up some big fuss so nvm -.- h8 school.

Lazy to post pictures. I h8 lugging the guitar all the way home after a very long tiring irritating fri-day-at-school (which I would once again like to remind you sucks).

ok nvm becoming/sounding like some patheic loser so nvm post another day.

h8 school.

should not have cut fringe. :/
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I got so bored I just trimcut-ed my fringe again yay I now look like jb's no.1 gr8est fan. Decided to keep the bangz (and be in perpetual pain ok fine inside joke nvm I bet that fell flat on its face. K nvm.) until the rebonded part of my fringe grows out. I think I look very -.- now cos my bangs are indecently short. Nvm laugh all you want just wait until it grows out! ):<



oh crap i just left this page inactive for like don't know how long k nvm CHNG I WANT FREE HUGS!!!!!!!!

bye post tmr very lazy now.
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Ok actually I wanted to upload more but blogger refuses to co-operate so...
Another time :D

Ohno forgot what I wanted to talk about. K nvm boring life it is.
Changed braces colours. New spects. Irritating fringe (when i comb it down it pokes my eyes when i put it to the side it looks horrifyingly short!!!!! !#$%#@)

Oh hehe today in PE we were watching loyang & pingyi sec guys' match. (they were lower sec I think) HEHEHEHE THERE WAS A VERY CUTE (as in geeky looking and tiny!! XD) GUY FROM LOYANG HEHE NO.4 I THINK :DDDDDDD Wlao he was like the smallest on the team and wearing spects O.O but zomgggg he so own XD Kaiyi and I were rooting for him yay then Clara was being uncharastically bimbo and talking about her no.7 from pingyi sec (they thrashed loyang I think)

Sian I need to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyy siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I can't flunk mye .___.
pfftfshtxzx math marks are awful srsly -.- Flunking Amath and soon to flunk Emath too ._.
Oh yeah and LIT HW damnnnnnn it. Bio getting boring. Only lesson that interests me is History heh and it's about the only lesson when I pay full attention/abstain from smsing/monster-pet-ing/DAMNIT POKEMON RESTARTED ITSELF AGAIN !%$%#@ DAMNITTTTTT ):
Heheh I like pikachu srsly :DDDD oh there was once when I made pikachu smile (IT FOLLOWS ME AROUND!!!!! XD) then I was so happy I think I exclaimed something like OMGOMGOMG SO CUTE/PIKACHU IS SMILINGGGG!!! then someone infront was it jeremy? turned around with the ._________. face heh



ooh leste and I ditched char (adultery!!!!!!!!!!) and married each other XD
die liao.
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yay v happy now crap gna die tmr in school I h8 school ):
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Psshtttttt why photobucket photos so huge ._. damn I'm lazy to resize so nvm.
Today was awesome fun :D
Actually I wanted to post but I spent most of my energy zihighing on msn about the hot mediacorp actor ._.
Feel very much like a rabid fangirl indeed -.-
K nvm so screwedth in school tmr I haven't done a single splotch of h/w .__________.
Screwedth indeed.

I WNA ICE SKATE!!!!!! XD



















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Ok feeling better now thanks to ________ with _______ :D


Heheh just watched harry potter going to continue watching it at 10pm l8r heh Joyce I know you're gna smack me upside down for typing liik diish but not my problem!!!!
I shall spend my one hour on fb, yay fb is fun (cept that it keeps lagging everytime I try to upload photos, I think I have too many ugh)

Anw back to school on Monday, back to I hate monday/tuesday/wednesday/thursday/friday campaigns, ok la school isn't that bad, 3L isn't that bad, but damnnnnn I can't be bothered to do work/pay attention in class ect ok so that makes it bad ._.

Ice skating tmr after intensive Amath, yknow no matter how much I study/try to do (ok actually I haven't done Mok's Amath h/w yet, haven't done the one supposed to be handed in on wed also, also haven't organized the file, oops) A math I still end up failing!!!!! -.-
Sian still have to self study enzymes cos I was too busy zhnging my phone with hairy's bling sequins, and damnit almost all of them fell off/got pulled out ._____.
nvm it was fun while it lasted.

AND I MUST DO JY'S LIT H/W .__________.
or she'll give me green forms from her green bag! D:
But ok fine I think it was assigned 3 weeks ago yknow and I still haven't handed it in -.-
Ok i shall say sorry to her when I do get around to handing it in she's actually quite nice lah heh (hairy influence) :D

Mugger Liying come back naooooooooooooooo

ANW ICE SKATING TMR!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))))))
YAY YAYAYAYYAYAY YAYAYAYAY Heh dragged for so long alr and all cos of me oops sorry hairy, IM GNG TO PON GUITAR CLASS 4 U OKAY.

The ads on channel 5 got a lot of hot guys hahahheheh srsly :X

'Neither you nor I can know your destiny. You may never know it! Destiny
isn't always like a party at the end of the evening. Sometimes it's nothing more
than struggling through life from day to day.'

-Memoris of a Geisha

I'll try.

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iLike.
I want her hairrrrrrrrrr.

Fb just lagged again. Ok thanks I know the side link thing thing picture thing is broken fix it anothr day Harry potter calls.

/edit 2

Julian Hee is hotter than Elvin ng. (In your face chng) Ok but both also very hot.
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What's the point of being happy when happiness is only a temporary apparition? What's the use of exhaustible materials? What's the use of surrounding yourself with people (some of them synthetic) who will one day leave you?
What's the point of going around in circles/ending up where you started off?

Haven't started on any holiday homework, haven't touched the overdue homework also, haven't practised, haven't gone running, haven't everything but I can't be bothered.
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I hate you and I never want to see you again, no thanks for walking in and messing my head up then washing your hands of me. No thanks for not being there and no thanks for being the reason I needed someone there. No thanks for your indifference and that blatant lie (which you commited looking straight into my eyes) and certainly no damn thanks for making me feel like a insignificant fool/victim swindled of emotions by your large-scale con. It was smart of you to look through the facade (to think I had thought it was flawlessly constructed) and it was smart of you to play on what you knew I sorely lacked (and greatly desired).
Now I'm left with shreds of rent pride and bitter regret and a confusion of emotions and I wish that I had never. met. you.
Bastard.
Great, feel pathetic as a picture now (but one day I'll put this all behind me just you wait.)

Words are like eggs dropped from great heights.
(read it somewhere I can't rmbr.)
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I hate Fridays, and today was friday the 13th again (second this year).
Double higher chinese (in which JB gave a whole new meaning to AP, and after which I had to sneak out of class cos JB found my question 6 unsatisfactory and I was too darn lazy to rewrite) + 5/10 mins of lunch (noodles, hahah the uncle gave me value meal hahahahaha I think he knows me cos I eat the same thing almost all the time) + prac (mulata + les reves du martin x1328461823651423) + comm meeting + guitar class = NO TIME FOR DINNER = RAVENOUS DAMNIT.

I think there was some progress in prac tday, got some of the dynamics but... argh.
Syf in 45 days. Koh's going to sack some people. Whole of the March holidays taken up by practise, glorious practise. What Sihui (?) ex ex ex ex (????) vp said today was very much... sad, k nvm.

Suddenly I think that... friends are few and far apart. Suddenly many people fall under the 'acquaintances' cum 'companions' category, rather sad, but :/
Suddenly things take on a whole new meaning, and...
what's the damn point.

superficial/fickle (who do you really trust?)
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Yay feeling accomplished now :)
Studied Amath with Clairey and some of cheryl, heheheheh for the first time in my life I did a relatively difficult log question and got it right on the first try! :DDDDDD
hehehehe studying was quite fun but I can't quite expect to pass Amath cos I rarely listen in class/always copy h/w oman I feel so bad to mr mok I shall pay attention in term 2 :)

Feeling quite happy now although Jiangbei gona kill me tmr cos I haven't done her bloody baozhang thing, I forgot all the tingxie I learnt (last week hor), and June Yeo prlly gna give me a green form cos I can't be bothered to do her lit outline, and tmr I shall prlly be owned by the Amath paper and then die from (1.) boredom in double chinese, (2.) heat stroke in the guitar room ._.

anw yknow why it's cuz tmr's the last day of bloody term 1 :DDDDDDDDDDD
holidays! yay! bling nailpolish! yay! earrings! yay! NO SCHOOL (prac not counted) YAY!!!!!!
but prac everyday for about the whole morning/whole afternoon, die liao die liao but I'm still gna have fun :)

Gotten quite adapted to 3L although recesses are still spent with 2B/1A people, and classes aren't as fun as they were last year/last last year but it's okay :)

Tday in lit/beginning part of history class/E math I was playing pokemon on hairy's phone (she was texting her AD on mine ._.) then Melody and hairy kept telling me how to fight zomg ahahah quite hilarious, then jeremy kept commenting I think like eh you use charmander or something I can't rmbr, heheh I find it very amusing when my icon/thing's name HAPPY:) appears on the screen cos it looks hilarious there, and hahah I caught a hairy bug whose pokemon name I can't rmbr, anw I named it hairy and hairy kept threathening to smack me ._.
Anw we were speaking in pokemongeek language, hahahah v amusing, almost caught a wild pikachu but hairy accidentially killed it with my pro charmander (lvl 11 liao hor)):

omg mutating into pokeygeek k SOMEONE SEND ME POKEMON! ):

Bai gna practise guitar then sleep, forget about h/w and amath ._.
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ahhhhhhhh suddenly like Muse's unintended v much darn someone send me plz, I want pokemon also :D
I think I'm gna fail tday's weemath paper even though claire and char and cheryl (heeeeee all Cs leh) tried to help me with it during our *study session* yesterday :D
zomg ahhaaha *ss* was v funny ahaahahah yaoless, muscles, DIMPLES!!!!1 hahaha I sti-
I JUST WENT TO CHAR'S BLOG HAHAAHAHAH KOPE KOPE

Just wanna remember how i got my gift, i shall share with you all too.
i came back from the toilet with claire.
when she open the door, she stun. (i coudn't see inside, i only know that the lights weren't on)
then the people inside started singing
"We wish you a happy monday, we wish you a happy monday, we wish you a happy monday, and a happy tuesday"

and i STILL didn't know it was for me. i thought they mistook me for someone else,
until i stepped in and..... (crap, i forgot who handed me the present) .
I was HUH? IT'S FOR ME?

HAHAHA V HILARIOUS I TELL YOU WE WERE LIKE CROUCHING IN THE DARK THEN OUR HEARTS WERE RACING SUPERFAST FOR NO APPARENT REASON AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA MONDAY PRESENT! :D

+++++ hairy scammed people saying char was my boyfriend charlie ahahahahah funnny x1347861293864123

+ SORRY REAL CHAR I WE (meaning xtra people with long hands and me) koped SOME of your sweets :X

AND I DIDNT PAY ATTENTION IN BIO TDAY COS I WAS BUSY ZHNGING MY PHONE/CALCULATOR/CORRECTION TAPE WITH CLARA'S SEQUINS IT'S GHASTLY IN A GOOD WAY NOW HAHAHAHAHAH :D

YKNOW WHAT I PASSED A MATH OVERALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 BY 2 MARKS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Bai I'm gna eat orea with milk b4 considering doing h/w :DD

ANTIHW!
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I'm going to fail e math cos I can't be bothered to actually study ._.
Like face it lah Liying you've never done well for math and you aren't the kind to do well for math (since you've been failing it since secondary one).
And I can't be bothered to study cos it's the last damn week of term 1.

Week faster be over D:
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I'm sorry I can't be of any help, there's a secondhand senerade song (It starts with my tears run down like razor blades but I can't rmbr the name, I heard it in Wisma today I should think) going through my head now and your face is swerving in and out of focus, this isn't the first time but I hope it'll be the last.
Once again tables have turned and things have changed and hearts are going aflutter and once again I try to wash your imprint on my days (like chalky hands on a wall) away, and this time I hope I do succeed...
Maybe I have already, it feels like a muted headache, numb like anesthetic before an injection, I think...
perhaps time does heal. Slowly, so slowly that it's unnoticable and one day you realise that you're all right again. Almost.
I can't say how I feel, but...
I don't think I'll miss you any more.

Goodbye.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Or maybe I still will, but only... just a little.
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come back
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I dreamt that I was going to die and I was so scared ._.

Played handphone games during E math tday and I discovered the joys of Pokemon (on hairy's phone) (Hairy kept whacking me and calling me noob lolz) (but it was fun leh someone send me)

Watched the basketball finals after school, zomg ahs so own :D

And for the first time in my life, I flunked an english compre test ._. Smack yourself la Liying.

"I feel like a fruit"
"And I want you to be the one who eats me" :D

I'm not happy. Not really. Promises are worse than words.
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Got pictures of me. Go away if you don't like bai bai :)






















































































































1. Braces.

K lor I need to stop talking about it but argh can't help it right (will stop mentioning them once the new-ness wears off) anw I CAN FINALLY EAT SUBWAY AGAIN HAHAHAHAH :)
Yay colours are pretty right haven't got round to counting them yet, too lazy ahhhh.

2. Bangs (with braces)

Bangz. I can totally hear hairy/another random evil person saying Liying act chio/cute zomgz not your problem lah z_z Aiya I don't do it all the darn time right.
(yay wearing the nice cotton on men's tee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD)

3. What fringe should I keep?????????? ):

Bimbo question but argh really. Picture from 08 credit to cheryl the soon to be screwedth :)
my arm looks fat here hor ._. It's 100% muscle I assure you.
So how, side fringe or bangs. Tell me in school/when you see me/sms/something/anything.
Got a lot of ahs girls have bangs leh, scary 101 plz ._. I freak out everytime I see Joyceeee hahahahahaha :) :) Joyceeeeeeee does too. zomgz.
But I think my now-bangs nicer than my dec'08-bangs coz they're rebonded and nice and straight :) But bangz look .__________. with tieded-up-hair.

HEEHEHEHEHEHEH I KEEP TELLING PEOPLE THE GHOST STORY LESTE TOLD ME HEHEHE SO FUN, AMANDY GOT SO O_O HAHA THEN CHAR MADE THE KISSING SOUND BEHIND US THEN WE TURNED AROUND AND AMANDY GOT A SHOCK HAHAHAH XD
Memorising chem while walking around suntec. Ownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzz :D

Got reprimanded by the bio cher cos I was fingering hairy's hair ): zomgz so wrong o_o
I failed Amath leh die.

Very bimbo/materialistic/whatever (I dont sell drinks) but...

I am in luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv :DDDDDDDD


with mai pink converses. HaHaHaHaHaHa are you Gay or Gay. (I need to stop saying that)

Bai I am going to sleep and mutate into my inner jellybellydancerpenguin :)
Poke me. I dare you.

HAHAHAHAHAH CHARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D
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Koped from clara da hairy (I shall speak in red):

yeap. friday was hilarious. liying for RAINBOWRIFIC BRACESSSS. in which the dentist did not know the arrangement of colours for the rainbow, so he eneded up anyhow whacking. hahahaha. pictures next time ok??? (i keep saying that)
I think my braces are chio. :D
then anw, me and liying were trying to break this nougat that mrs yeo gave her in half.
SO HARD LA.

and this is how it goes...

*tries to break nogat in the middle of SS lesson* (LOL CLASS IS THAT BORING)
clara: jeremy, can help us break?
*Jeremy turns around and DAOS*
clara: *turns behind* johan, can help us break?
*johan takes it and tries really hard(BB ONE LEH).* cannot la, too hard.
Liying: aiya, kiap kiap in the table, then press
*so we kiap-ed it in between our 2 tables then press*
*and the nougat broke*
Liying: OMG I SO SMART, I SHALL MAKE A GREAT CAVEMAN. CAVEWOMAN LA. And I'm really v smart :D
clara: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA X a lot of times

it was so funny! i mean. REALLY! hahaha.

and i spent part of jiang bei's lesson doodling(i doodle okay aaron!) on my notebook.
I AM NOT ACTING ARTISTIC OKAY LIYING.

hmm. then thurs.

we had chem lab.
during which mrs lam insisted that my file was not with her, and made me run from science block 5th floor to upper sec 5th floor to go look for it. WHEN IT WAS IN THE LAB!! ALL THE WHILE! AHHHH. terrible man. my legs. so i went back to the lab. then we did some experiments testing for hydrogen etc etc.
SO FUN. hahaha.
then e math was funny too. mr wee teaching us graphs. yeahhh

and aft chem lab..
*clara and liying walked back to class by the church carpark way*
liying: eh the flower very pretty leh, i wanna take an artistic shot.
clara: of me ah? HAHA
liying: NO *takes phone and aims camera at the flowers*
*clara jumps in front of camera*

and the next 5 minutes liying was jumping around and i was taking 'GLAM' *coughs and chokes* jump shots of her. hahaha.

on the way back...

*passes by the stairs that leads to DNT lab*
clara: wanna go take sugar biscuits?
liying: okay, 10 secs
*clara chiongs down the staris, kopes 2 sugar biscuits from mr gey, and runs up*

SUGAR BISCUITS ARE THE LOVE MAN! WOO HOO!!!

MR GEY YOU ROCK!

then the rest of the days...

we were suffering from weekday blues and the onslaught of the zZz monster.

Liying: I hate monday.

On tuesday,

Liying: I hate tuesday.

Clara lols at the side.

The after-rain sky is pretty :D
I (L) MY PINK SHOEZ :D

bai I shall write again later. Jodi Picoult is awesome manz.

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hahahah watching jack neo's english drama now, wlao I CANNOT STAND THE WAY THEY CALL EACH OTHER BABY OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ._________________. and omg what's their problem lah plz. I am suddenly v scared of growing up and getting married zomg.
teehee I like okto :D
I'm watching tv and my phone's beside me and I'm on the lappy I feel like a gadget whore.
I'm happyyyyyyyyyy now, just wish my guitar were here, but nvm tmr got prac 8)
K bai I think I really need A math help zomgz. z_z

Guy: Mary, do you still love me?
Girl: I'm not young anymore, what's this talk about love.
*guy looks very sad*

OMG SOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD OMG OMG OMG T^T
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I got my pink converses. I like, but I feel that it's so... superfluous ):
Crap manz my vocab ._.

I need...

Liying stop hoping. Liying please forget. Liying don't be afraid to be alone.
Obliterate.

ARGH LIYING GO STUDY LAH.
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