Well how fucking encouraging can you get. You are so bloody self-righteous it could be the book of obnoxious records. Loser.
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HELLO AWESOME WORLD HEHEHEEH.
Am inexplicably jubilant today :D Had an amazing sleep in, awesome weather outside my window beckons me to go cycling!!!!1
However despite the awesomeness of the day and my slight illness (WHOOHOO THANKS TO SWITCHING COKE WITH THE SICK CHIN YSTRDAY AND MACS @ 10/11+ PM AND PRATA WITH CURRY) I shall bravely attempt to take on the horror commonly known as Chemistry and the essay-writing assignment Mrs N graciously bestowned upon my willing shoulders.

OK SO GAY HAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! & OBS IS REPLACING MY DAMAGED CAM YAYYYYYY & I GOT MY PHONE BACK! (lol I bet jx you're damn happy seeing this.)
And since there is not a scrap of edible matter residing in this house I finally cooked myself instant noodles after a month-long hiatus!!! (thanks to OBS also)

YAY IF I FINISH H/W EARLY I'LL GO OUT :D

JING^2 HEHEHE SEND ME YESTERDAY'S PICS! :D
LOL SUDDENLY RECALL PINNING THE UUBER HIGHWAIST PANTS WITH SAFETY PINS IN THE MOST OBSCENE MANNER AND RUNNING OUT OF SCHOOL AT AROUND 10PM+ AND PLAYING AROUND ATOP MT. FABER :D
AHSGUITAR IS PWNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.
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AHS GUITAR IS THE




AWESOME EPIC LOVE ♥ :D


Better than a boyfriend! Better than a girlfriend!
Yayyyyyy Mr shi so smexy + cute :D COWSTIX FTW :D
Syf '11 better get gold with hononurs again or we come back scold you in english chinese malay cantonese hokkien and teochew!!!!!!


AHS GE 4EVAAAAAAAAAA
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Happy birthday piying luv xD I know you like the board with THREE BLOODY YEARS OF UNGLAMNESS!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.
Nvm, at least you cried xD good for you :D

I want a bobbbbbbbbbbb ):
Like Monique Coleman or Nicole Richie's. I think I prefer the latter.
EH D THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT -_- nvm I know you like it, see I got taste. Now even I like it. Whee I love saying I told you so XD

I WANT A BOBBBBBBBBBBB.

PERFORMANCE TMR! WHOOHOO SHAKE MINISTER'S HANDXZXZXZXZ.

OHYA WE GOT FRASIA TODAY!!!!!111 ^^ FRASIA FTW!!

AND I HAVE AN XTREMEMEMELY HIGH IQ OF 73.6!!!!! XD YAY
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tell me what am I supposed to do
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Yay sortof finished studying history. Wl hitler and his friends are super bitchy -_- Backstab awhile then declare war.
It's friday today yay, looking forward to dinner l8r! :D Hehehh broke the eat-out-once pact alr. ._.
Epic super major fail!

w,
i have to remind myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.
— c

http://crushed.tumblr.com/

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have been looking at flowers for the past hour D: Ok I think I'm not gna be a florist alr. (most) Singapore flowers so ugly.
Have so much !#$@#$ that I don't know where to start. Well even if I knew where to start I still can't.

-_- ok I get angry thinking of it. Nvm change topic. Amath tuition is torture. Joy C still sucks balls. Still feel ________ about ____. O lvl oral and listening is screwed. I am screwed for the history common test. My phone was confiscated by Mr H.
But I got my sim card out. HAHHAHAHAHAHA LOUSY. Using jx's old phone now. Wl I think it's even better than mine even though the camera sucks and it's kinda irritating.

Meh I can't find the post picture button so I won't. zZzZ getting fat anw, still went to eat KFC with ctsn jx ky px yesterday. And I keep wanting to eat the schools' chicken rice. Pracise, chem remedial, and history project l8r and they all happen more or less simultaneously -_- Then I've to go practise organ and study history and do overdue h/w. Meh sucks.

At least it's friday tmr.
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you don't know anything at all.
screw everything.
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Hi this is my third time typing with Joyce's wifi phone because i accidentally deleted the first one and she deleted the second one ._. Epic major fail. Eh but very fun typing with stylus :D i want her phone XD no actually i just want wifi. Woman studying for her physics test now HAHA bio pwns :D am at tampines one subway yay so fun XD k bye do history essay that was due today ._.
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Meh it's 5:21 a.m. now I think I woke up around 4 and couldn't get back to sleep again. Did the following quiz last night but internet crashed halfway through so didn't publish it.
I had a nice dream. Or a nice semi-dream, because I knew I was dreaming so I guess I was trying to control it or smth.
Well but sometimes dreams are just dreams and nothing more.

-- Last night:

Ok I are very bored. Quiz koped from CTSN :D

Step One:
Spell your name with songs:

Let the flames begin - Paramore
I'm yours - Jason mraz
Your call - Secondhand senerade
If it kills me - Jason mraz
Nothing good about goodbye - Hinder
Gives you hell - the All American Rejects

Step Two:
Name:
S__ Liying
Birthdate:
24th Jan '94
Nickname:
Meowser, chicken, Evil saw, Saw, bimbo (ball)
Eye Colour:
Very dark brown. Like dark chocolate. Me hungry.
Hair Colour:
Black with brown sounds cool 8)
Zodiac Sign:
Aquarius/rooster :D


Step Three:
The shoes you wore today:
Pink converses that got wet in the rain. ):
Your weaknesses:
SHINY STUFF xD
And cute guys like Japan 5/chace crawford :D
Your Fear(s):
Creepy things ._.
Insects.
Amath! Emath!!!! H. CHINESE D:
And seafood.
Your Perfect Pizza:
HEHEHE CHEEZY CRUST WITH DORITOES/ICE CREAM/CANDY NICE STUFF AS TOPPING :D


Step Four:
Your best physical Feature?
My braces. HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH BLIND YOU
Your Bedtime?
You don't want to know -_-

Step Five:
This or Thats
Pepsi or coke?
Both. Bubble tea! :D
McDonalds or Burger King?
Mcdonalds :D Yay indigestible fries.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea?
What's nestea?
Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate XD
Cappuccino or Coffee?
BOTH :D with cream :D Like starbucks.
Drool.

Step Six:
Do You...?
Smoke?
nope.
Sing?
horribly xD
Dance?
during camp mass dances.
Take a shower everyday?
Unless in obs -_-
3 DAYS WITHOUT SHOWERING UGHHHHHHHH
Have a crush?
I'm married XD
Been in love?
MARRIED LA.
Want to go to college?
Depends :X Future very scary.
Liked Secondary School?
Ok la. Sec one da best :D
Want to get married?
Alr am ._.
Get Motion Sickness?
Sometimes D:
Think you're a health freak?
Heck no hahahah fast food ftw
Get along with your parents?
ErRrrRrmmmmMmMmm.


Step Seven:
In the past month have you...?
Gone to the mall?
Yup.
Eaten an entire box of Oreo?
Yup. When studying ok.
Eaten Sushi?
Yup :D
Been on Stage?
Eh no.
Made cookies?
Ate them :D
Gone Skinny Dipping?
Nope ._.
Stolen Anything?
Nope ._.


Step Eight:
Have you ever...?
Played a game that required removal of Clothing?
Don't rmbr playing that kind ._.
Flashed Anyone?
ERMMMMMMM. HEH.
Been beaten up?
Nope
Shoplifted?
Nope. HAHAHHA I'M A GOOD KID :D

Step Nine:
Age you hope to be married?
Eh 20 odd? Facebook says 32 leh ._.
Number of Children?
Um. Some :D
Describe your Dream Wedding
AT THE SEASIDE~ YAY~ WITH A SUNSET~ AND A RAINBOW~ AND BLUE SKY~ AND ALL OUR FRIENDS~ XD
What country would you like to visit?
I wna travel the whole world :D


Step Ten:
In the opposite Sex...
Best eye colour?
no preference
Best hair colour?
no preference either. No ah beng hair plz.
Short hair or long hair?
SHORT DUH. Korean guys' hair very fugly. SO LONG AND GAY PLZ.
Height?
At least 170cm plz ._.


Step Eleven:
Number of people I could trust?
Love many trust a few.
Number of CDs that I own?
HAHAH mostly steal songs from friends.
Number of tattoos?
Nope. Pain = scary D:
Number of piercings?
Five :D Had more.


Personal Stuffs:
Who were you with yesterday?
My girlies XD HAHAHA I SOUND LIKE A PIMP.
What woke you up this morning?
Ringing phone ._. Beside my head.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Tmr's a monday and mondays are... pure evil. Ok but got some highlights so maybe yes XD but then again there's double chinese. And amath and emath. ._.
Do you like anybody?
yeah everyone XD
Ever thrown up in public?
I think so ._.
Passed out because of Alcohol?
nope.
Whats on your mind RIGHT NOW?
I wna eat doritoes, and how I'm gna die tmr sighhhhh
What kind of home would you like?
I want a castle :D With rooms every colour of the rainbow :D Heheh and my own swimming pool.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
HAHAHAH ACCORDING TO CTSN/MEL I'LL BE SOME TREECUTTER HAHAHAHAHAHAH *VROOMS SAW*
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
The future's a surprise :D
Do you like candy necklaces?
When I can eat them XD ok lah if it looks like candy also quite nice :D but not the sticky kind l8r get stuck eew.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
Argh don't remind me ._.
Do you listen to music everyday?
HAHAHA YA :D
P P P POKER FACE P P POKER FACE!
(mum mum mum mah)
Do you still go trick or treating?
Never did leh, so sad but I want to XD
What was the last thing you ate?
berry yogurt. I want frolickkkkkkkkk.
Are you a fast typer?
Average. Ok but I fail at typing tests hahahahh *remembers*
Whats your favourite type of soda?
Mango soda!!! THE ONE AT PIZZA HUT TEEHEE
Have you ever moved?
Yup. I liked that old house but this one also not bad lah.
Have you ever won an award?
LOL YEAH. Damn damn damn long ago during preschool. I was the best student ok!:D
Are you listening to music right now?
yup. Good charlotte! :D
How long till your birthday?
Idk. You do the math -_-
When were you the saddest in your whole life?
I think it's an on-off thing ._.
What time is it?
10:47pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?
nopeeeeee
Who makes you mad?
Unreasonable !#$!@#.
Have you ever heard a song written about you?
HAHAHAH EH I WANT. So romantic plz hahaha.
Oh wait got one but that was more like erm. Ok nvm.
Something you want to happen in 2010?
O levels L1R5 <6
HAHAHA IMPOSSIBLE PLZ GIVEN MY CURRENT STATE. But a girl can dream. IN YOUR FACE _______. :D


HONESTY SECTION
Honestly, whats your underwear colour?
Er can I not say. ._.
Honestly, whats on your mind?
You, me, everything in between.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Erm I threw fish I didn't want to eat down the bin cos my mom wouldn't let me go watch harry potter if I didn't eat it.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
JOYCE WOMAN -_- WITH HER WIFI PHONE WLAOOOO
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
EH YA. Wlao don't need go school ):
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
Results -_- And irritating ____.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Nope :D
Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
LOL MAYBE LEH THERE WAS ONCE I WAS DAMN THIN
but not now obviously seeing how much I eat -_-
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yes ):
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?
Secrets but not sure about the magnitude.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
Erm maybe not a friend.....
Honestly, are you in denial?
I think so. Liying grow up and learn your tingxie -_-
Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?
Er yes :X FATNESS.
Honestly, do you like anyone?
Yeah my peng you :D
Honestly, does anyone like you?
Everyone does plz.


ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you're mad?
Rant in my head. Sulk. Give everyone the screw off or I kill you stare. Maybe rant on my blog/writing pad. Play music damn loud. Abuse stuff. D:
Whats the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Erm. Idk act rashly.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
I hope not.
Do you swear when you are mad?
Yeah. Kinda.


CRYING SECTION
When was the last time you actually cried?
Quite long ago leh HEHEH unlike some people who cried during harry potter *eyebrow*
Every cried yourself to sleep?
Ya. Emo.
Do certain songs make you cry?
Heck yes D: Emo x2
What usually makes you cry?
Lots of stuff. But I think I forgot how to cry recently.

HAPPY SECTION
Are you usually a happy person?
On average yes unless it's a bad day or I'm pmsing or smth
What makes you the happiest?
My friends :D And nice... stuff.
Do you believe in yourself?
I hope so.
When people say they think you're pretty/goodlooking, are you happy?
Er kinda paiseh. Ya but happy la unless I think they're lying -_-
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I am very sad now.
And I was reading letters from the crushed.

Heartbreakkkkkkkk D:
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This week was pretty good :D

Should stop eating out so much though. Pizza hut twice a week + macs + subway + frolick ._.
Next week I'm gna limit myself to eating out once.
The amath test was ok. For the first time in ahs history I could do all the questions xcept for the last one :D But I prlly did them wrong so...
Still an improvement anw. Bio was horrible. Oral was ok. Hahah before oral everyone was listening to CT's leng xiao hua. I think we were so nervous it was funny xD
Siew mai!!!!!! HAHAHAH XD
And the last lunch on friday! HAHAH TIME CAPSULE :D :D

Harry potter later :D


GO. STUDY. NAO.
Stuff nightmares are made of :D
(picture koped from py)

Deja vu. Perhaps, perhaps not.
I still do, but not so much anymore. Starting to think I'll be okay.
You'll be okay.
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Recently I've been thinking about the first time I met you.

Oral's later. Harry potty on saturday! :D provided we got tix. Py gna pull teeth hahahahahahahah >D

Eraser fighting ftw :>
(Lol even though ky ctsn & v kept owning me)
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Yay I luv you jairia and zt xD Don't know what I'd do w/o you hahahahaahahahahahah.
Luv luv many many deep deep! XD
Oh ya and Chng too :) Even though you are gay and irritating.
Wlao now everytime I tell someone I'm 'chionging h/w' the first thing they ask is 'Jb homework ah' ._.
And the worst part is that IT'S TRUE!!!!!!
THE HORROR OF HIGHER CHINESE.

Argh the evils of Procrastination.

Actually I feel kinda bad having to stand up everytime jb asks who never hand in work. Owells.
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i wna start over again. Be a different person. But how can I when I'm alr so far gone?
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Lots of emo posts coming up I should think.

Screw everything. everything's so messed up I don't even know where to start.
And I have so sick running through my head and it's not helping matters.
meh shit I know I should be happy with everything I have now but arguhuhgajshfaisdasdgaykibastard. Bah everything's perfectly fine but that's the problem, nothing really is.

I wish I were a goldfish.

fml.
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Obs and choir concert :D
Hahah the obs one was on the first day I think when we were still relatively clean and unaware of the horrors we would soon face. Oh this is random but the test-if-your-life-vest-works drill was fun :D
And the choir concert xD Didn't take as many pictures as we usually do but nvm the above one is one of my favourites from that night :D Hahahah just seems so typical us. Wish joyous/xiu/sj were there. ):

Been xtremely buzy since school started ): Sucks rawr. Sianed to the max. Clara says I'm not myself recently (ok since yesterday) hahaha yah totally agree I paid attention in Amath and handed in Emath h/w on time man :D And I'm gng to chiong h/w now. And Chinese oral! D:
very jing zhang ya.
English, Bio, Amath tests + Olvl oral next week D:

And the bio tcher sucks. Everyone self-study bio alr. Need to watch weight ): Eating a lot recently. Really a lot -_- Ystrday I had biscuit sticks + chicken rice + frolick + mr bean for lunch -_- and I went home to eat dinner. Gay ok.
Oya Jx is a himbo. AND I LOST MY LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE ):
*heartbreakxzxz* Bet is jx keep playing in class thats why drop lor.

Alright bye chiong hw ):

Coming apart at the seams. Don't know why I even try. Didn't expect this to happen, but then again many things I thought would happen didn't and more things I thought would never happen didn't. Alright nvm.
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1. I am rly gna get flayed tmr. Skinned alive and deep fried in a way only jb can perfect.
2. Hair is rly very short. ): heartbreak.
3. Am still looking at the picture with the Japanese players :D hehehe no.5 very cute.
4. Kill me nao
5. Later

-later-

6. hate to say it but this happens all the time and I never learn. I forsee green form #2 for not doing hw.
7. choing hw tmr morning with hairy! vroomz.

p.s. I didn't rebond my hair. Hahah stylist just straightened it after cutting. Looks horrible now anw. Sorry sorry cheated a lot of feelings :X I'll get the retribution I deserve tmr.
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Rebonded hair! :D
Sorry for the picspam am very thrilled :>

Anw I woke up in the middle of the night and can't sleep again. School's starting tmr, argh.
The stylist cut my hair a bit short though it was much longer damnit. Back to it's length 4 mths ago. Major turnoff ):

Sometimes it's easier to think about the shallow things and leave the depths alone.
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Waiting for my hair to dry before going out now hahahh. I miss ayg. No school tmr yay :D

Chinese book test the first day school reopens. Die plz, a book and the chinese version of reader's digest and I didn't read anything at all. Have chem after that and double chinese also >: Jb's is going to flay me sigh. At least there's no math. I hope I don't get into chinese remedial but that's kinda impossible argh. Ahs sucks big time.
Insect bites from OBS are getting worse shittttt very scared I don't want scars.

Ok bye getting depressed thinking about school ):
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Bahhh why do I keep doing stupid things. Last time I spray painted my calculator and it choked and died now I cut up some old slippers and superglued them (and my fingers) together (don't ask me how I can type) and then I spray painted the lot. Now I have superglue and spray paint on me eew. And it's 10pm I wna sleep soon.

Owells life will find a way, meanwhile the ayg photos! :D Screw discretion damnit. AYG was funnnnnn next year volunteer for YOG! :D

On a different note, chinese Olvl oral on the 16th. Dead plz. I think I'll have to drop higher chinese at the rate I'm going. Liying stop slacking you didn't do anything this holidays YOU DAIIIII.

Everything and nothing (has changed).

Bye off to pry fingers apart.

edit/
ok success! But I now realise that there's also some superglue in my hair. Ok at least it's a bit only. Argh.
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HAHAHAH THE FIBA 33 BASKETBALLERS ARE DAMN. CUTE. HAHAHHA I SWEAR ALL THE GIRLS WERE GOING GAGA OVER THEM HAHAHAH. ESPECIALLY JORDAN & JAPAN ZOMGZ EVERYONE SPASM-ED!!

I have never blushed like that before srsly. (Most) local guys are noob. Now I am even more keen on travelling the world :D

JAPAN 5 & JORDAN 8!!!!! *droolxzx*

k bai will stop bimboing around now. Save the rest for the finals tmr! :D
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Wtf is wrong with you. Why can't you just be ...
ugh nvm.
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Pretentious little two-faced bastard. Who the fuck do you think you are. What the fuck do you think you are. You. are. disgusting. Well it's a small wonder then don't you think? (You seriously need to do some soul searching.) Too bad I'm already way past caring what you think of me. Or maybe I never cared because you're that pathetic (ying wei ni zhi de). Bloody hypocrite.

This existence has to be the most tragic story of all.
People you counted on will let you down. Harbouring high hopes means that you will fall harder. To love means to be hurt. And you don't even know why you put up with all this.

This is when you no longer trust anyone. When you give up believing.

Well misery loves company.

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Ok sorry. Normal life now. AYG was quite cool though I didn't have a partner at my station. Kept running over to chin's station to talk hahah. Some teams were scary + dao but some teams were very nice + friendly :D The ayg volunteers were also very nice xD This policeman covered for me while I ran off to get 100plus hahah :D
Walked down with chin and a sec 2 who was trying for IP. (celine if i'm not mistaken)
Sometimes I wish I'd left ahs. But then that means no SYF'09/Student camp/OBS/AYG. Oh nvm too late anw.
Ughh sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had made different choices. Would I still be here? Would I be happier? Don't know if I believe in fate or destiny or any of that trash anymore.
Sometimes I wish I were born smart. outgoing. pretty. Someone who isn't revolted at the thought of herself. A better person. A different person.

Hate the way my life's running itself but I don't know how to change it.

Ah shit. Nvm bye.
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