Went to bed early last night cos I was tired (ahhhh what's new) then I woke up (out of a dream I think) (oh haha reminds me of clara... and her sis. "I have a dream... so don't wake me up" AHHALOL) at 3:33am according to my phone's clock to see loads of messages and... missed calls. Hahahaha sorry my phone is 24/7 silent mode :)
Anyway as I type this I realise that I am fifteen alr :)
One of those cool old kids :)
Kids who are gonna get their first taste of the O levels this year :/
HAHANVM HORRIBLE STUFF L8R, ITS MY BDAY :)

The messages were so... :)
Haha couldn't sleep after reading them, thats why I'm here 8D
I feel very very lucky (insert jason mraz's lucky here) to know you all 8) 8)
All the you old alr old woman/I cant believe I stayed up just to wish you/wait wait i havent give you present/you also owe me present ect smses were so cute la haha :D

Hahah I rmbr seeing clara at tampines mrt after my appointment, then we met clara's friend so I left first, then after I turned my back on them they stuck their heads out from toys r us to senerade me with another birthday song. HAHA AA MUCH. thanks again if you ever read this :)
Saw Kenglui youjin and melanie after that, reminds me yesterday was a day of coincidence :)
Very touching day to haha :) For all the birthday wishes/messages/notes/cards/gifts and threats :) I know I can be very AP/annoying/bimbo/chubi (AJA FTW) at times, but yeah :)

Haha anyway I'm older alr, though it certainly doesn't feel so :)
Haha quoting melina I should learn how to "act your (my) age and not your(my) shoe size" :)

I am quite sad so see my fifteenth birthday come to pass, being fourteen (and thirteen) was pretty darn awesome. Then again being fifteen is new and fun, and interesting... and who knows what it'll bring :)

Once again I am happy :)

Haha I still can't believe that two years have passed (k almost) since I came into ahs :)
Feels like barely a month really.
When I was much younger I could never really understand the saying that time flies cos the days always felt so long, and I rmbr being indignant cos I felt that the saying was wrong and that I wanted to quickly grow up, haha :D
Now I'm fifteen and I look back and woosh... like when you open a time capsule that has been left unmolested for like twenty million centuries (kay this is pure imagination) then time rushes out at you and you realise....
K I don't make sense :D

I have decided that coming to ahs was an awesome choice :D
Joining guitar was probably one of the bestestest decisions I made so far :D

There were the rough patches and the trying times... but there were also the most awesome and happiest moments :)
Haha I still rmbr sec one so well... :)
Seeing the secondary ones this year choose their cca was very very evocative :)
I suddenly rmbred tons of things, followed by the realisation of lost time... woosh.

I feel like I learnt so much this year :)
Some good and some bad, but still they shape me so I shall not complain :)

I realised that life isn't always a bed of roses :)
Cliche but true.
I realised that the only person I can truly depend on is myself :)
Friends are awesome, they do help you and encourage you... but they have their own troubles too, and sometimes they might not understand. So don't count on other people to be there all the time, yeah that's what I learnt :)
You got to be strong for yourself :)
haha related to the previous point also :)
You got to make your own decisions :)
Like the subject combinations... I didn't know anyone taking the same combination as I, I almost took geog because everyone I knew (exluding history elective people) was taking core geog. But yeah I'm happy I still took core history in the end, cos it's fun and 3L isn't that bad :)
quality over quantity :)
speaks for itself don't you think :)
it's not what others think about you it's what you think of yourself :)
really really true, haha especially during adolescence when rumours (and scandals) flourish like acne. HAAHA :)
I learnt how to appreciate :)
Am still learning how to :)
Lastly, what dosen't kill you only makes you stronger :)

Yay I'm glad I been thru all I've been thru :)
And I think that maybe... I should let go now :)
With a smile :)


P.S ONCE AGAIN I AM THE GREAT ONE-FIVE :)

P.P.S There are always flowers for those who want to see :)
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