I hate you and I never want to see you again, no thanks for walking in and messing my head up then washing your hands of me. No thanks for not being there and no thanks for being the reason I needed someone there. No thanks for your indifference and that blatant lie (which you commited looking straight into my eyes) and certainly no damn thanks for making me feel like a insignificant fool/victim swindled of emotions by your large-scale con. It was smart of you to look through the facade (to think I had thought it was flawlessly constructed) and it was smart of you to play on what you knew I sorely lacked (and greatly desired).
Now I'm left with shreds of rent pride and bitter regret and a confusion of emotions and I wish that I had never. met. you.
Bastard.
Great, feel pathetic as a picture now (but one day I'll put this all behind me just you wait.)

Words are like eggs dropped from great heights.
(read it somewhere I can't rmbr.)
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