I want to be happily married with awesome kids and an equally awesome job and house when I die. I want to have ticked off all the boxes in my to-do-before-I-die list before I die. I want to have a rainbow coffin surrounded by pretty flowers/shiny stuff. I want to be cremated then have my ashes scattered over the ocean when I die.
I want to die surrounded by people I love. I want to die when I have finally come to terms with death. And I definitely do not want to die with braces on.

I think it's quite scary not knowing when you'll die.

I'm not suicidal you bimbo ._.


P.s. everyone is in the yay I'm gna mug my ass off mood now and I'm still like argh noooooooo study?? what study??????!!?! mood. Die.
X