Middle of packing for OBS. Hate packing for camps, never know what bag to bring (bags never big enough). Am gna drown precamp blues in a cup of cup C flavoured frolick (with marshmallows and smth else) tmr evening and enjoy my last night of proper beds and running water.

Also listening to the (professional) recordings of my exam pieces and feeling miserable. I didn't know my playing was that bad srsly -_- Even my best song sounds amuterish next to the recording. Sad max ):

Plz don't die in obs plz plz plz.
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