Pretentious little two-faced bastard. Who the fuck do you think you are. What the fuck do you think you are. You. are. disgusting. Well it's a small wonder then don't you think? (You seriously need to do some soul searching.) Too bad I'm already way past caring what you think of me. Or maybe I never cared because you're that pathetic (ying wei ni zhi de). Bloody hypocrite.

This existence has to be the most tragic story of all.
People you counted on will let you down. Harbouring high hopes means that you will fall harder. To love means to be hurt. And you don't even know why you put up with all this.

This is when you no longer trust anyone. When you give up believing.

Well misery loves company.

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Ok sorry. Normal life now. AYG was quite cool though I didn't have a partner at my station. Kept running over to chin's station to talk hahah. Some teams were scary + dao but some teams were very nice + friendly :D The ayg volunteers were also very nice xD This policeman covered for me while I ran off to get 100plus hahah :D
Walked down with chin and a sec 2 who was trying for IP. (celine if i'm not mistaken)
Sometimes I wish I'd left ahs. But then that means no SYF'09/Student camp/OBS/AYG. Oh nvm too late anw.
Ughh sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had made different choices. Would I still be here? Would I be happier? Don't know if I believe in fate or destiny or any of that trash anymore.
Sometimes I wish I were born smart. outgoing. pretty. Someone who isn't revolted at the thought of herself. A better person. A different person.

Hate the way my life's running itself but I don't know how to change it.

Ah shit. Nvm bye.
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