School tmr, sigh nooo not again, back to june Y asking me to take out all my earsticks and tchers like L pronouncing my full name so horribly and double periods of chinese and bio and the (not double period but still) equally horrifying Amath >:
And thanks to dickson's morbid pm I am now far too aware of the fact that eoys are 25 days away, 25 okay 25!!!

And I have been listening to emo songs that seem to say everything I wna, and god I am feeling so x extremely x sad x now. And it's alr been what, X months ._. ok and the prospect of school tmr hanging over my head like impending doom isn't helping matters much >:
I think I should stop hoping yknow, cos more hope = more disappointment, so really hope = disappointment, cos more will cancel each other out (algebra). miss you h, and it's not getting any better and I am clueless as to why >:
I'm so sorry, i don't know what to think now, maybe had I been smarter or prettier, or someone I'm not.
Alright snap out of it.

everything i said
wasn't what i meant
i hope you can forget
and i can leave all my regrets
behind tonight
and catch a flight to Boston
and come start a new life
and this time we can do it right

okay, once again EOYS R 25 DAYS AWAY.
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