Quite numb now. Strangely don't feel much, just feel rly foolish and stuff. In hindsight, pinning my hopes on nothing but quaint daydreams was absolutely stupid and typical of me. I should never have trusted you, feel like a victim of a scam case for some twisted reason ._.
But the good thing is, I realize that I wasn't exactly as sad as I thought I would be :D

friends are the best yay ^^
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