Hello today I find myself plagued with insomnia.

(1) I have been thinking of you of late.

I miss your text messages you know, and I don't know what happened in June but it's never been the same again. (maybe that showed how precarious our friendship actually was) Okay that's not the point, the point is that I miss you but I don't dare tell you directly because things have changed and it'll be awkward and I know that it won't ever be the same again so what's the point, and besides you're moving on and graduating and all.
But in case you ever do see this I rly enjoyed climbing the hill with you every morning (when we heard rolling marbles on the train and you said it was a ghost playing with them) for that short period of time, and I liked studying with you and C and Y (you know that one time at mcdonalds where I scribbled all over your planner), and I liked going home with you after practise (and getting baguetts from delifrance), and I miss your notes (dum dum dee dum).
It's too late to regret not cherishing those times (why does this always happen?)
And you know maybe one day a million years later I'll see you on the streets or at the mall and stuff and I'd rly like to think that we'd stop for a drink or a meal and catch up on lost time but you know nothing like that ever happens in reality so I guess I won't ever really talk to you again, and I can't remember the last time we really talked.

Love from the Frenchxzx Bimbozxz/muaji cheeks/person whom having an sms conversation with is like throwing a boomerang into outer space.

(2) I haven't been thinking much of you recently (only today) and seeing that quote just now made me think of you again (to be exact the night I told you that, ran away from the moth, and got you into trouble)

And honestly, I don't have anything to say to you (good riddance said it all) but sometimes I do wish I could turn back time.

(3) Lastly, I don't know what to think about you.

I want to let go but I'm not sure if I could cope.
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